You Are The Reason || JJK ✔

I'm afraid of loosing you!

                  Jungkook P. O. V.

"I think I'm addicted to your smell................." I said.
"............." she just stood there dumbfounded.

Oh no! Did I really just said that? Aish..... What I'll do now? Oh my... Save me, save me!  Wait I have an idea.

"I'm addicted to YOUR smell my pizza! " I said taking a slice of my pizza.

                       Y/n P. O. V.

"I think I'm addicted to your smell................." he said.

Oh my! How should I react? Should I get shy or I should say something? Oh my this BOI! This boi is driving me insane.........

"I'm addicted to YOUR smell my pizza! " he said taking a slice of his pizza.
I stood there still unaware of this situation.
"You were slicing them and you smelt like pizza and you know Pizza is my FAVOURITE. So that's why I said that I'm addicted to your smell means addicted to the smell of this PIZZA! " He explained in one breath.
"Oh uh! " I said awkwardly.

Oh no this is getting awkward. This ain't right! OK what should I say next?

"Umm, Jungkook? "
"Yes? " He said making his way to his seat.
"Why did you called me your girl in front of Eunha today? " I said.
".........." he sat there with widened eyes.

OK very good, Y/n. You made him more awkward and uncomfortable. Just WOW!

"Just never mind. " I said with another awkward smile.
"No, actually I said that to save you I mean as I called you mine she will never disturb you. You'll see! " He said.

But why does it hurt so bad? He said that to protect me but why? Why?

"Y/n?"
"Hmm? "
"Pizza... I'm starving! " He said pointing to his tummy.
"Aww my Kookie! Wait. " I said trying to smile.
We ate pizza and chat about normal things sometimes like a brother-sister, sometimes like teacher-student and sometimes like friends. I really enjoyed these small talks with him. I don't know what about him.
I really feel happy when he comes but I'm too afraid to let him go. Afraid that I'll loose him........
"Hey Y/n , it's time to go. " He said grabbing his jacket.
"Oh yeah. " I said already feeling sad.
"Hey! Why are you sad? "
"I'm not! " I said stubbornly.
"Hey, look at me. " He said pulling my face to look at him.
"No I don't want to! " I said. Tears threatening to come out.
"What happened? Tell me! " He said looking into my eyes.
"Don't go! " I said.
"Huh? " He asked.
"Don't leave me alone here! " I said now flowing my tears.
"Ah Y/n. What happened, are you scared? "
"Y-y(sniff)-es."
"Why are you scared? " he asked gently.
"Scared of loosing you! " I finally said that.
There was a silence. A few minutes silence. But it was killing me. What if he leaves me there because of this? What if.....
"Okay, I'll stay! " He said with a smile.
"Really? " I said smiling so happily.

                Jungkook P. O. V.

"Scared of loosing you! " she said.

There was a silence. I felt happy inside because I'm really an important person to her. Just this thought makes me happy. On the other hand I felt bad. Bad for her, her loneliness. She had welcomed her loneliness since childhood. Now it's time to get some real happiness, what do you say?!

"Okay, I'll stay! " I said with a smile.

Suddenly her face lit up like a kid and she smiled brightly. A brilliant one!

"Really? " She said while holdind me tight.
"Really. " I said.
"Let's get you bed now. You must be tired! "
Suddenly she acted like my mom and was  a caring mess.
"No need! " I said.
"Why? " She asked.
"You go to sleep. I'll lay down beside you. You're the one who's tired! " I said.
"No! " She protested and was getting red like a tomato.

                      Y/n P. O. V.

"You go to sleep. I'll lay down beside you. You're the one who's tired! " he said normally.
"No! " I protested.

What's wrong with him? Doesn't he know that it's forbidden for a girl and a boy to sleep together in one bed at night??!!

"Why? " He asked innocently.
"Cause I'll kick you! IN SLEEP! " I lied.
"Oh! " he said.
"So..... You sleep in my bed and I'll sleep in the couch! Don't get scared in the darkness! " I warned him.
"That's not a big deal! " He said as if he doesn't care. But his face was telling me all. Hehe......
"Okay! " I said and started to arrange his bed.
I gave his the most comfortable bed of my life! I sacrificed this only for him! And prepared a little bit for my own couch.
"Good night, Y/n! " he said.
"Good night! " I said and turned off the lights.

                   Jungkook P. O. V.

I was trying to sleep but couldn't. How can she sleep like a hard bed like this? Is this even a bed? Or a tree? I was turning from one side to another and shuffled in the bed a lot of times. Then I decided to call Y/n.

"Y/n?" I whispered.
"........."
"Y/n??" this time a little louder.
Still no response. Then I shake her a little and heard her snores.
"What? How can you sleep? " I said almost whispering.
Then I turned on the lights.
"Y/n wak-" my gaze went to her beautiful face. She was sleeping so peacefully. She was looking like a white bear sleeping like an angel, well if that make sense!
Aww I'm feeling like melting. It's the most cute thing I've ever seen, a girl sleeping peacefully while snoring quietly. I was so mesmerised in her that I've spent almost the whole night staring at her. And trust me I've never felt bored!
Maybe staring at her was so relaxing that I fell asleep.

                        Y/n P. O. V.

I woke up as the sunlight hit my face. I sit up happily as the thought of Jungkook suddenly popped in my head. I looked at my bed and my heart dropped.
"J-Jungkook? " I look around the room in the whole house but couldn't find him.
"So you left me.......... "