Don't Repute The Oxytocin

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Ssing's Pov

I came to the company, still feeling the same way I felt the last time Jan and I met.

We have never spoke after that, and frankly, it's eating me alive..

I've never gone a day without speaking to her, or not being near her..

And now, she wants it to be that way forever? I still don't even know why she came to that decision. And I'm still frustrated as hell because of it.

Every time I see her from time to time in the company, I have to use every ounce in me to stop myself from going up to her.

Now we act like strangers.. like we have never known each other before. Like we were never friends, like we never meant anything to each other.. just nothing..

It hurts every time I see her in those once in a while times.
It hurts every time I see her happily laughing with her friends and I'm not there to laugh with her.
It hurts every time we have to walk pass each other without saying a single word, truly as if she have removed me out of her life.

It pains me every time, I swear.

Everybody stopped with the shippings.. I don't know how the news of us fighting reached everyone in the company.. but it did.

And now no one dares to say our names in the same sentence.

I never thought I would miss the shipping and teasings, but now, if that's what it'll take just to connect me and her just for a short amount of time, I'd be more than happy to be shipped.

I sighed as I walked out of the company.

There she was, standing there probably waiting for her everyday ride.. or at least ever since that day..

She's been riding with Kay pretty often now..

Although it hurts me to see, although it makes me want to grab her away when I see them together,

if it makes you happy, i will try and be happy for you too, Jan.

I sighed as I continued staring at her. She looked like she lost weight.. I hope she's still eating well.. I hope she's still sleeping well..

I let out a deep breath as my ride came, the window opened,

" Get in! "

Once I got into the car, she hugged me,

" When will you stop hugging me? Jesus we see each other everyday! " I said pretending to be disgusted.

" I just missed you! I wasn't able to be with you in so many years.. come on be nice to your older sister a bit.. " She pouted as she drove off.

I shook my head and laughed at her childishness, but oh well.. that's my sister for ya!