Don't Repute The Oxytocin

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Jan's Pov

He must think I'm doing fine without him. Whenever I laugh or talk to my friends, he must think that i'm having so much happiness.

When we walk pass each other and he gives me that painful look in his eyes, he must think I don't care and don't feel anything anymore.

When our shoulders sometimes lightly brush, he must think i am so ignorant.

When he seems to be in so much pain because we're not close anymore, he must think since I'm the one that brought it up, I would be completely fine with it.

But does he know that I still cry myself to sleep every night?

Does he know that whenever he sees me laughing with my friends and he's just standing there, how much pain i feel? Desperately wanting him to be right next to me?

Does he know that I still feel tingly whenever our shoulders brush?

I guess he'll never know.

I walked out of the company, waiting for Kay to pick me up. He's been a really good friend to me lately, ever since he heard I had a fight with Ssing..

And well, I'm really grateful for it.

I was waiting for him as usual, when I suddenly felt a pair of eyes staring at me. It was a weird sensation so I turned to look,

It was Ssing. Our eyes met for a few seconds when a car revered up in front of him.

It must be his girlfriend again.. She always picks him up ever since they started dating..

How is it that the pain I feel whenever I see them together never subside?

I sighed as I watched the car drive off.

A  few minutes later, Kay 's car arrived as well.

Normal Pov

" So I have gathered you all here today because I cannot stand seeing our two friends like this anymore. "
Gunsmile said, standing in front of a lot of gmmtv artists, as if he's presenting a presentation.

" Bro.. I get what you mean.. but you've been saying this for like 3 times now ever since their friendship broke.. " Nanon said sighing.

" No no no.. little brother.. this time, I've got something that will definitely bring them back together! "

" P.. but you said that last time too.. "

Chimon spoke up for once, he was sad for his brother and sister's broken relationship but he was starting to feel hopeless.

" No guys.. you are not listening to me! I found out that.. Ssing's
' girlfriend '  is not his girlfriend! "
Gunsmile said proudly.

" I knew it! She's his mother right? I knew she looked too old to be his girlfriend.. " Off exclaimed as if it was the proudest thing he've said.

Everyone looked at him with the are-you-kidding-me face, then he earned a slap in the head from Tay.

" Ow! What did I do wrong? " Off complained as he rubbed his head.

Everybody rolled their eyes and shook their head almost in synchronization.

" Okay.. so as I was saying.. I found out that Ssing's girlfriend is not his girlfriend.. she's actually his older sister from abroad! She lived abroad ever since Ssing was very young so that's why even we didn't know who she was.. "

" Then how did you know it then? "
Lee asked, not really sure if he should believe him.

" Duh! I asked Ssing of course! Once I knew that she must've been the reason behind the fight.. I did some digging and I eventually asked him. "

" Alright.. That's great then P'Gun! Now who will be the one to tell Jan? " Ciize asked looking around curiously.

Everybody went silent and turned to her.

" Eh? Me? Why?? "

" Why are you even surprised? If not you then who? You're obviously the closest to Jan out of all of us. " P' Niti said in disbelief.

" Ah.. Fine.. " Ciize agreed, not really sure she could do it.

" Don't worry, you can do it. We trust you, Ciize. " Gunsmile said as he placed a hand on her shoulder assuringly.

Then they smiled at each other for a few seconds,

" Alright.. Here goes nothing.."
Ciize said as she pressed the call button.

" Hello? Jan? Let's talk. I have something important to tell you. "

" O-Okay.. You sound serious.. I'll see you at my house? "

" Yeah I'll be there in 10! "