Don't Repute The Oxytocin

11

Jan's Pov

" Jan! Jan! Quick~~ "

I quickly ran to open my house door to keep up with her hype,

" Woah Woah.. I'm coming! Calm down.. What's so exciting anyway? "

" Okay so take a deep breath and listen to what I have to say okay? "

I nodded eagerly, now getting really curious as well.
" You've been misunderstanding all along Jan, you've been misunderstanding Ssing all along. "

I paused when she mentioned Ssing's name. I haven't heard his name in quite a long time..

" M-Misunderstanding..? What do you mean? "

" That girl.. the one you said is his girlfriend.. she's not his girlfriend! "

My eyes widened and I looked at her with disbelief,
" Yeah right. I saw them with my own eyes you know. "

" I know you saw them with your own eyes.. what I'm saying is that you misinterpreted it! And you're so stupid.. you didn't even bother to ask him properly! You just assumed things on your own.. Goodness.. she's his sister!"

I still didn't want to believe her, I mean I know all his sisters

right..?

" I know you think you know all of his sisters.. I mean I thought I did too.. that's why I misunderstood him as well.. but actually, this girl is his older sister that has been living abroad ever since Ssing was young.. so that's why we didn't know.. "

I blinked repeatedly as I tried to process the information.

" So you're saying.. that all this time, I've been a drama queen and this was all just a misunderstanding? "

She nodded quickly.
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" Oh my god.. what have I done? oh my god.. I'm so stupid! " I exclaimed as I clutched my hair.

" It's okay Jan.. it's okay.. just go tell him, he'll understand.. "

" I-I don't know.. I don't know where to start and how to tell him.. even if we get our friendship back..I'll still be in pain because I already have feelings for him! "

" And who says he doesn't? Why don't you try telling him first? "

" There's no way he could have feelings for me.. there's just no way.. he always says everything is just an act to him. "

I dropped down on the floor and just clutched my hair, almost as if  I was ripping the hair out of my head.

All this pain.. that we had to go through was all because of this stupid misunderstanding that I misinterpreted?

Oh gosh.. how am I supposed to face him now?

" Ugh Jan.. you're always so predictable.. I knew you would be like this.. so I called him for ya! He'll be here any minute! " Ciize said pretending to sound innocent as she smiled sheepishly.

" No! Why the hell did you do that? I told you there's no point.. I can't face him now.. I'm too embarrassed and.. what if he asks to be friends again? I can't be friends with someone I like so much-

" Woah is Jan saying she likes me so much? What an honor! "

" S-Ssing?! What the hell? Oh my god.. Did you hear that? "

I used my hands to cover my mouth as I  started running away.

" Hey! Where are you going? I haven't said my part yet! " He screamed running after me.