Change Your Ticket

Chapter 7

Over the course of the next few days I never heard anything from Harry. No texts, no phone calls, no nothing. I'm trying to tell myself that this is a good thing because I don't want him in my life anymore but a part of me was telling me that this wasn't right and that I needed him. I had to push that thought aside though...I kept on seeing articles online about Harry constantly going to these therapy sessions and how he wasn't leaving his house as much as he used to. Every time he goes out he's in a hoodie and shorts or jeans. I was beginning to wonder if I should contact him myself...

A: "Hey, Y/N! Helloooo?"

Y/N: "Sorry, I completely zoned out there."

A: "Yeah no shit! You were in such deep thought, who or what were you thinking about? Is it Harry?"

I nodded my head slowly, for some reason I felt...ashamed admitting to that. I heard her sigh and she got closer to me on the couch.

A: "Look babe, he's moving on and you've moved on. Be the bigger person here, let him be the one crawling back and when he does? You turn him down and say you don't need him anymore."

Y/N: "But I think I do need him, Ash! He hasn't phoned or texted me in days and he keeps on going to these therapy sessions and he's barley leaving his house and when he does he's not wearing his usual."

A: "He's probably takes advice from the therapist, things like 'keep yourself to yourself' and 'maybe don't leave your house too often because of people' you know?"

I sighed.

Y/N: "I don't think that's what therapists say."

A: "That's beside the point. I gotta know that if he was to ask you out would you say yes?"

I bit my lip and looked down where I was fiddling with my fingers. I was nervous. Why? I honestly didn't know the answer.

A: "You don't know do you?"

I just shook my head and sighed. Ashleigh pulled me into a hug to comfort me.

A: "I know it's hard but you've started to get over him, your process of elimination will be over soon, babe."

I chuckled at her choice of words and thanked her.

Y/N: "But I want to call him or text him and see if he's okay."

A: "No, if he wanted you then he'd text you."

Y/N: "But-"

A: "No buts! You, my girl, need to learn how to start moving on. I'll be right by your side through it as well."

She gave me a big grin and I gave her one back whilst also thanking her. This could be the new step in my life. I promise you I am now officially moving on, even if it takes a while.

Harry's P.O.V

So I haven't left my house in about two days, so I rarely leave my house, so I wear unusual clothes, so I'm getting therapy. So what? It doesn't matter, I'm fixing myself...However lately I haven't been going downhill a lot. The therapist advised me not to text Y/N because it would only want me more so I cut off all contact with her but now it's left a giant hole in my stomach. No contact with Y/N is too long and I'm starting to go insane; I'm not sure how much more of this I can take...I miss her so much. I have mental breakdowns everyday because she's not here, a few times I've turned to drinking alcohol. It's stupid and pathetic. Maybe I'm fighting a losing battle and should just give up?

Y/N's P.O.V

I'd just finished a great shopping trip with Ashleigh. I'd had so much fun and now I had wardrobe full of new clothes and on top of that I had forgotten all of my problems! It was like a free but not so free therapy session...I had also arranged lunch with Jake tomorrow, which I was over the moon about, and he even called it a date. I'm not the type to move on quickly but I've realised that if there really is someone special then it can be quite easy to move on sometimes. I honestly hope Harry is doing okay and hasn't turned to drinking but I also never want to see him again. He'll find someone else, I know he will.

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A/N:

Filler chapter? Maybe? I'm not sure but it's a chapter anyway. I'm sorry I don't update often, seriously. I know it's annoying but I never knew constantly having to write a story on Wattpad was going to be this hard. I had this amazing idea for this story but I never thought about making it into like a 40 chapter book because I never thought that far.

*IMPORTANT NOTICE*

I've decided that I'm most likely going to do 20 chapters for this (sorry it's short) but after that I'll most likely post a story with one shots in them because I like writing them and I can update them more regularly. I LOVE YOU BYE <3