Change Your Ticket

Chapter 4

It was about 4pm now and I was in the kitchen going to grab a snack because I was peckish...or maybe I was bored. Either way I wanted a snack and Ashleigh turned on the TV as I could hear it. Ironically, the news was the first thing that came on and it was all stuff 'trendy' if you know what I mean. Well the breakup between me and Harry just so happened to appear on the TV so I stopped what I was doing and started listening.

News Reporter: "Twitter and Instagram is blowing up with the news of Harry Styles and Y/N and Y/L/N's breakup. Lots of fans are speculating that Y/N has really upset Harry, some paparazzi caught him going out to get food and he looked like he hadn't slept in days. So Harry seems to be crying his eyes out whilst Y/N is in England having the time of her life as paparazzi caught her laughing and having fun with her best friend at a cafe looking fine and dandy. Harry even tweeted that he'd messed up yet didn't have a say in anything that happened but we also wonder...what has Y/N done? Has-"

Y/N: "Turn that bull shit off!"

I stormed into the living room and Ashleigh has turned off the TV completely and I grabbed my phone.

A: "What are you doing?"

Y/N: "I'm calling Harry!"

A: "Y/N I don't think that's a good idea..."

Y/N: "I will do whatever I want! He's made me look like a total bitch!"

Eventually, Harry picked up his phone.

H: "Y/N? I've missed you so much! Please can we talk, I need you, please. I love you..."

Y/N: "That's rich! You know what, Styles? You've made news sources and fans think I'm a total bitch when actually this break up is your fault! I couldn't cope anymore Harry, I'm sorry to say but you fucked it up. I don't want to talk to you but you'd better tweet out saying that I am not who everyone thinks I am, you're making people make rumours about me. I dk t deserve this Harry."

H: "I'm sorry, okay? I've lost you, I've lost Gemma..."

Y/N: "Gemma?"

H: "Yes! She stormed out after you'd mentioned on the phone call that I'd hit you."

Y/N: "Oh my God...Look Harry, I'm sorry you lost your sister but I just can't take you back."

H: "You need to come back, I will never hurt you again."

Y/N: "See a therapist and maybe I'll change my mind because I can't deal with your shit anymore."

I then hung up before Harry could say anything else and pinched my temple, scrunched my eyes and sighed. I then put my phone in my pocket and ran my hand over my face and let out a yell.

A: "So how did it go?"

Y/N: "Gemma stormed out on him so he's lost her and me. He's apologised so many times, he promised never to hurt me again..."

A: "But...?"

Y/N: "I think I still love him."

Harry's P.O.V

'See a therapist and maybe I'll change my mind'. The words ran around and around my head and it got me thinking really hard...If that's what it takes to get Y/N back then maybe I should see a therapist. I kept asking myself constantly if Y/N still thinks about me, if she wants me to text her and call her deep down, if she regrets what she did...if she still loves me. No, I'm crazy. She's completely fallen out of love with you, Styles. I needed help from my mates and I think I definitely needed therapy. I've always detested the idea of therapy because it makes me feel like I can't control myself but if it's to get Y/N back then I'm willing to do it. I'd go anything for that girl and she doesn't even realise that.