Change Your Ticket

Chapter 12

H: "Y/N?! What are you doing?"

My head shot up and I made direct eye contact with Harry for what felt like eternity. I could see a little flame burning in each of his emerald green eyes, which quickly turned dark. The expression I read on his face was hurt and embarrassed. The heat quickly rose to his cheeks as he realised what I was holding in my hands and what was in my lap.

Y/N: "Harry I um..."

H: "Why are you going through my personal stuff?"

Y/N: "I was going to come downstairs but your bedroom door was open so I decided to take a look and I found this poking out from under your bed...I'm so sorry! Curiosity got the best of me again."

He sighed and sat down beside me and ran his hands over his face.

H: "I'd prefer it if you didn't do that, it's really embarrassing."

Y/N: "You wrote some really nice things about me, it's amazing."

H: "I was head to toe in love with you and I still am."

Y/N: "You wrote these things with such passion, I never knew how badly my actions affected you."

H: "You drive me crazy, you really are my soul mate. I can't afford to lose you..."

Y/N: "I hate to bring it up but maybe we won't ever be together again? You're going to have to start letting go, Harry. One day I'm going to pass away and if you really do have attachment issues then..."

He stayed quiet and I held his hand, after placing the box carefully to the side.

Y/N: "I'm not saying it's a definite no but we really need to take things slowly, I can't risk anything."

H: "I understand."

Y/N: "I won't go through your things again, I promise."

H: "There's nothing else you can really through to be honest."

Y/N: "Except for-"

H: "Except for my wardrobe."

A big smile crept up onto my face and Harry just laughed.

H: "Please don't."

Y/N: "You know how much I love your hoodies."

H: "Y/N you're making me even more in love with your cuteness."

Y/N: "Don't say that."

H: "Why?"

Y/N: "Harry...I just can't bear to hear the words 'I love you', or anything like that, come out of your mouth when it's directed to me."

H: "I never knew it hurt you that badly."

Y/N: "I'm sorry Harry, I just don't feel the connection that we used to have. If fate wants us together then we'll be together."

H: "Fate seems to be my worst enemy..."

I sighed and then got up and went to his wardrobe to pull out one of his hoodies. I gasped when I saw his lilac sweater in here, I loved this so much...

Flashback 2 years ago, out shopping with Harry:

Y/N: "Harry you can't buy that, it's from the women's section!"

I was laughing so hard at his silliness of contemplating buying some literal mom jeans.

H: "Why not? I would look super cool and...mommy like."

Y/N: "Stop! My stomach can't take this much laughter!"

H: "I didn't know I was THAT humorous."

He put down the jeans and then we suddenly both looked at the same lilac sweater. We both charged towards it and he got there before me.

H: "You know what, you can have it."

Y/N: "No you got here first so you can take the last one."

H: "I'll buy it for you."

Y/N: "No, you have it."

After a few minutes of arguing he eventually got it for himself. A few days later I went into his wardrobe and pulled out the sweater and put it on.

H: "You pull it off better than I do."

Y/N: "It smells just like you. It's also really cosy..."

H: "Then you can keep it, it can remind you of me when I'm away..."

That was the first time Harry went away on tour, it completely broke my heart.

H: "What are you thinking about?"

I wiped away the few tears that had started falling, and I didn't even know. I turned around and put on a smile for him.

Y/N: "Nothing, just...I was thinking about the time you got this lilac sweater and then you went away on tour."

H: "And you can still have it if you want, the offer still stands."

Without thinking I quickly grabbed the sweater and turned around and quickly changed into it.

H: "Oh-"

Y/N: "Sorry. Anyway, it still fits comfortably."

I grinned and he smiled back at me and I sat back beside him.

Y/N: "My favourite."

H: "I know it is."

Y/N: "I keep remembering memories we created together..."

I started to fiddle with the bottom of the sweater and looked down at my hands.

H: "Me too Y/N, me too."

Y/N: "It hurts that we had to end it."

H: "But we didn't have to."

Y/N: "Yes we did! Harry your actions and your attitude was out of order. Don't you understand? You ruined it!"

H: "And I said I was sorry! I'm trying to fix things!"

Y/N: "Just friends."

He sighed and nodded his head and I looked up and and he looked straight at me.

Y/N: "Why are you looking at me like that?"

I was getting really nervous and I was trying to scan his face for an answer.

H: "I'm so sorry..."

He whispered and stroked my cheek softly; I was completely frozen in my position and couldn't say or do anything. Before I knew it, he had cupped my left cheek with his right hand and pressed his soft lips against mine. I don't want compelled me to do such actions but I ended up kissing him back...

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A/N:

soo this will be ending in 8 chapters and then a book of one shot imagines will be coming out yayy. anyway i hope you enjoyed this chapter, bye :))