Anger Issues (Depressed!Deku)

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It was the next day, and my last class had just ended. Every single one of them, I didn't pay much attention, leaving a note for each teacher in my desk at the end of class. 

They would find them since after classes they normally wash the desks. Leaving me with homework, notes I wrote, and the will to end my life.

I went up to the roof, locking the door behind me, my body hurting from the day before.

I put my backpack by the door, taking the notes, and the finished homework out, putting them under my backpack. 

I walked over to the edge, taking off my shoes and sitting on the edge.

 I took out my phone, put my earbuds in, and started listening to music, turning it so loud I could hear myself think.

When I was young and stupid my love~

BANG

He booked a one way ticket~

BANG

He met a girl who wore Versace~

BANG

He's got a gold Camaro~

BANG

Bye bye baby blue~

I stood up, music still blaring. I stood there for a moment, my toes over the edge. I looked down, knowing that if I did jump, I would die. 

I would break my spine.

I wouldn't be able to reverse it if I regret doing it on the way down.

DO IT

STUPID

FAG

WEAK

DUMB ASS

NOBODY

WORTHLESS

DEPRESSED..

...ALONE...

I turned off the music, looking at the text the mother had sent me yesterday night. Remembering the things she said. 

Dear Izuku,

I'm not coming back.

I expect you can handle yourself.

You're just too negative to deal with.

I can't keep using all my money 

On your fuckin anti-depressants,

pay for them your self.

I want to live with your father.

feed yourself, 

take care of the house.

Be a good hero, If you make it.

~Mom

I was so frustrated, so, so.. so pissed! she left me! The only person I trusted and loved with all my heart because she couldn't stand something I cant help, to be with someone who hurt me!