[COMPLETED] Monochrome Of Emotions

Draining chapter 21

It's been along time since that happened and Phil feels like he's draining. Day by day he can feel his emotions disappearing. One by one but Phil is left with a depressing emotion heartbroken. Phil feels so numb. He can't feel anything and again. He doesent wanna eat and so he becomes even skinnier. Phil can feel pain and so he cuts again. Cutting makes him happy for a few seconds.

South and Phil's other Brothers are really concerned. Not just Phil became emotionsless again it's worse he has one new emotion Heartbroken. That's all he feels but sometimes it goes away and he can't feel anything. Although he never blamed Russia nor anyone. It's getting near the graduation.... It's only about a month and a half away. And Everyone is anxious. That's the final day where they choose if they would love someone and want to marry them so that everything will be prepared.

But if you miss your chance to confess and they have already left to the airport and their jet flew them to their country....
Then it might be too late.... They will never die Naturally. So they will age and age but they will look like adults until 30. Germany and Poland had a falling out because Poland is very scared and so if Germany chooses his work then will they have another chance?. Some other countries are concerned for Philip. He looked so happy before but now he's back to being emotionless.

No one knows why..... South, North, China, Vietnam and the other ss harem knows that they only have a matter of time to make Phil fall for them. And to be completely honest they would have had a shot if Phil stayed having his emotions but Phil lost everything again. Now at school in the halls everyone is scared and excited. The couples are breaking up not knowing if their partner would choose them.... Poland is sitting in the storage room crying and no one knows he's there. While Germany is drinking beer that's the first time they saw Germany like that. Phil walks by and sees Germany like that. Germany is drink so he's screaming while crying "Poland" "polen" "I'm sorry"

The couples and others are surrounding Nekomi, France and Belarus since they're fujoshis and knows much about love. Phil just stared at them for a while and proceeded to the storage room to put the box he was holding. Belarus needs Poland to fix Gerpol but Poland is nowhere to be found. Heck they even attacked Singapore and Indonesia and started scrubbing them with a toothbrush with water to see if they're Poland in disguise. Ofcourse the two and other countries that are similar to Poland are screaming their lungs out.

Phil finally arrived at the Storage room and once he opened the door he heard sobs. And there he sees Poland crying. Phil puts the box down and closes the door. And he goes to sit next to Poland.
"Why is pollen crying?" Phil says and Poland still cries not looking at him. "Is it because pollen got rejected like Phil? Ger was drunk shouting your name and saying I'm sorry while crying" Phil says and Poland looks at him. "H-he was s-screamimg m-my name? A-and saying s-sorry?" Poland asks. And Phil nods.

"How did you get rejected Phil?" Poland asks "he said he didn't like me and he slapped me" Phil says blankly. "Sounds rough you've got a worse rejection like scene than me" Poland says and smiles a bit. "And here I am planning to cut myself" pollen says and laughs a bit at his stupidity. And takes out a Box cutter. "Oh you mean like this?" Phil then takes the cutter and almost cutting again but Poland stops him. "NO- PHIL don't do that I'm ok now don't do that you have given me hope that he will confess on the day of graduation but please Phil calm down don't to it on yourself ok?"
"So what do I use it on pollen San then?" Phil says tilting his head. Poland is a bit scared and crepes out. "N-No I I I mean a a an o-object" Poland says.

Phil and Poland goes out the room and Phil brings Poland to Belarus. Phil goes away to run another errand and he suddenly crossed paths with Russia Russia didn't look at him nor stop walking. Phil stopped to look at the Russian for a second then he continued to walk. Phil since the day he got rejected Fels like there's something missing but he doesent know what. Russia stops when he's about 3 meters away from Phil. And Phil doesent notice but Russia looked at him for a bit and started to leave again. Russia feels a pain and like something is missing but he didn't mind it because it's been like this since his loved ones died.

Russia walks to the front and there's a clip board and he sees a picture of Philip smiling. And it there's a note at the bottom saying. 'Philippines will sing at the graduation and so good luck to everyone save your love and run your country or forget about them until you can't reach them amymore'

Russia felt a Thump when he saw Phil's photo and he felt a sting in his heart to hear the words or forget about them until you can't reach them anymore. Russia doesent know what's happening to him. "Heh now are you realizing your feelings?" Bela says from behind him and Russia turns around. Bela holds pictures of Philip in her hands and also pictures of Phil and Russia. Bela puts in to where Russia's heart should be and Pat's the pictures there and let's go. "Come to me if you're ready to let go, if not then it means you're dense as blyat and you're choosing the second choice" Bela says and leaves. Russia is confused. What is this numb feeling..... He looks at the pictures.