on crack [ hyunho / hyungin au ]

2: [heaven]

WARNING: this includes mentions of insects such as bugs and ants, so if you have a phobia i would recommend to skip this chapter, depending on how strong your phobia is :)

[ pov: minho ]

i handed the pipe to jeongin, seeing him take the pipe between his lips before i closed my eyes again, feeling the effect kick in already. just like jeongin had said: within just a few seconds.

after a short moment of being overwhelmed by this new and intense feeling i sat up straight, beaming at jeongin. he grinned back at me, tilting his head. "it's good, right?"
i nodded excitedly in response, jumping up from the bed. "this is so awesome! i feel like i can do anything!" the whole situation was so funny, it made me laugh as hard as i hadn't laughed all day.
i didn't even know what was funny about all this which made it even funnier somehow. why was i laughing? actually, who cares? as long as i feel this happy and this carefree everything is good! no need to worry.

i opened my mouth and eyes wide to pull some hilarious faces for jeongin, feeling the muscles of my face move more intensely.
he chuckled quietly; not exactly the reaction i was expecting.

repeating those same funny faces, sticking my tongue out and rolling my eyes up i looked at a small mirror on the wall, breaking into a fit of laughter once again. how could he not laugh at this? i was doing this so well, i should become a comedian!
but maybe the effect of crack wears off the more often you take it. so maybe jeongin wasn't feeling as euphoric as i did. but i wanted to change that!
he should see how funny i am, then he'll laugh too!

i was about to turn back around to him when my neck started itching. giggling, walking closer to the mirror i suddenly stopped, widening my eyes in horror. something was crawling under my skin, causing a shiver to run down my spine.
looking closer i could make out that it was a dark bug, but i couldn't really see it since it was under my skin! how did it get there?

"minho, 'you alright?" jeongin's voice appeared a bit distant as i slowly looked down at my arms, tearing up at the sight.
hundreds of bugs and ants were crawling around under my skin; i felt nauseous.
i tried scratching them away, hitting them, wanting them to get off and out of my body. this was so disgusting. i felt disgusting.

i heard jeongin leave and close the door behind himself, however i ignored it and focused on these damn insects.
they were biting and crawling between my flesh and skin, making my chest feel tight with panic. "get off! get off!", i yelled, scratching my arms harder in order to mush the bugs with their pokingly thin legs resting or moving under my skin.
my voice got more anxious and desperate as time went by. "FUCK OFF! JUST GO AWAY!", i screamed, feeling tears run over my cheeks and blurring my vision, letting the insects appear as smal brown and black dots.

i looked around for a knife or something similar to cut the little animals out but only found the lighter jeongin had left on the table. with shaky hands i grabbed and clicked it, holding the flame against an especially big bug on the back of my hand but threw it away after a few seconds because the fire hurt so much.
the tears became more and i couldn't do anything else except scream. and although i knew these ants wouldn't go away like this i kept scratching my arms.

all i wanted was to feel this rush of excitement again. i had felt like i could overcome anything. so i should be able to get rid of the insects too, right?

i slowly and weakly made it to the desk again, grabbing the pipe and lighting it up again, the cracking sound already feeling like heaven to my ears. taking the glass pipe between my lips i quickly inhaled, hoping for all the bugs to disappear. a worm crept out of my fingernail and slithered into the pipe.
i was not able to remember what happened next.

[a/n: please read!
i'm in my exam phase right now but it'll hopefully end on third of june! after that i hope to update more regularly. in the meantime you can check out my jinkook or 2seok story if you like bts hehe :)
now to the educational part, ahem!:
when you smoke crack it causes dopamine to be released but after around ten minutes you feel a depressive low and in some cases it can lead to delusional parasitosis which is the feeling minho experienced with the insects :) they're not really there, of course.

i hoped you liked minho's trip lmao byeee!