PLAY DATE. n, jaemin

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play date

       "you good?" tipid siyang ngumiti kay jeno na nasa tabi niya. both on her sides are jeno and felix, she's back in school at bantay sarado siya ng dalawa niyang kaibigan and they've been doing it for a week.

it's been two weeks since she was discharge and after doing all the requirements that she needs to submit ay tsaka lang din siya bumalik sa pagaaral.

she's more than grateful to have jeno, felix and jia who have been helping her with her one month worth of missed activities, it makes her work easier.

and it's been two weeks at hindi parin nagigising si jaemin.

she was welcome back warmly by her classmates and professors often asking her how she's feeling, despite the warmness she's receiving, it didn't distract her from thinking about jaemin.

when dismissal came, she was dropped off by jeno in the hospital, they even argue about it dahil gusto ni jeno ay iuwi siya and she want to drop by the hospital first.

"you can visit him after you have a proper rest." ani ni jeno, his features softening at the sight of erisa.

she's still pale, sobrang payat din, it's been two weeks and she doesn't look like she'll get healthier anytime soon.

instead of focusing on healing. mas pinili ni erisa na asikasuhin ang mga requirements niya, despite having three people to help her, she would often told them na nakakahiya na since they've already finish the harder and bigger projects.

she's lacking sleep too. instead of finding her home, you'll often find her inside the hospital, looking after jaemin.

halos gawin na niyang tirahan ang hospital, she'll just leave if she needs to rest o magbibihis. she have been doing her requirements inside the hospital at doon na din siya kumakain.

"I'll go home after I see him."

defeated, jeno decided to drop her off the hospital.

all of them are growing worried for erisa. imbis na makampante sila dahil nagising na siya, mas lalo lang silang nagaalala.

the girl doesn't even look like she's taking care of herself. mas naalagaan pa niya si jaemin kaysa sarili niya.

but can they blame her? no, they couldn't. cause they can see where she's coming from.

they would often caught erisa crying while looking after jaemin, blaming herself about the incident.

and blaming herself with jaemin's condition.

his vitals are stable but there is no telling if he'll wake up anytime soon. and that scares them, that scares erisa so much.

she can't lose jaemin, not after everything. if there is one thing she remember while being in coma that is she love jaemin so much.

so much that the thought of losing him, jaemin not waking up is making her go crazy.

kahit lunudin niya ang sarili sa mga requirements, sa pagaaral, hindi parin mawala sa isip niya si jaemin.

and everytime he crosses her mind, she just want to shout and cry it out. sobrang bigat she'll often catch herself having hard time breathing.

tulala lang siyang nakatingin sa natutulog na mukha ni jaemin habang nakahawak sa malamig nitong kamay.

erisa hated the cold feeling of jaemin's hand but not being able to touch him scares her either way.