Make Me Fantasize [ Noah x Cody ]

Blue eyes

[A/N: JUST A WARNING! NSFW AHEAD!!]

It was nearly 3 am and the two boys were still wide awake- well, one of them was. Noah's eyelids were heavy, but he wasn't about to pass out. He still had enough energy left to laugh at his and Cody's dumb conversations and make his witty remarks.

Cody munched on some now cold pizza, drinking out of a nearly empty coke bottle.
While Noah and him talked, his mind kept going back to what Noah said earlier- he liked boys. Noah didn't even like girls one bit- at least not romantically. Noah has a few friends that are females.
Cody wanted to bring it up, wanted to ask questions.

He was confused.
Not about why Noah likes guys, no.
But about his own emotions- was what he's been feeling for Noah romantic?
He's felt crushes before, knew when he thought someone was attractive and recognized the way his heart would hammer in his chest.
He knew when he liked a girl.
He knew he's been feeling the same about Noah lately. But he wanted to make sure it was actually a crush-?
Was he bisexual-? He wasn't gay of course, Cody was very much aware of his liking for girls.

So, with hesitation, Cody decided to bring up the topic.
Noah was rambling about something from his college.
"-and he's just so annoying, like, he can't take a joke. He takes all my sarcasm so seriously. Like, wow-"

"Noah."

"Wha- kinda interrupting, Code-ster."

Cody's face flushed and he shrunk back a little, "I know, haha, sorry- but uh, is it okay if I ask about yknow- you being gay and stuff-"
Noah raised an eyebrow, leaning back a little on the pale wall that was pressed against his bed, "go on."

Cody took a gulp from his soda and lowered both the can and his pizza on the open pizza box laying on the floor beside the bed.
He looked away shyly and tried to focus on a little thread that stuck out from the blanket underneath them, "well- I'm just wondering- how did you know?"
Noah scrunched up his eyebrows, thinking back to his middle school days. Then to elementary. Damn, he kinda always knew he was gay, he thought.
With a small shrug, Noah crossed his arms, "I guess I always kinda knew? I mean, I've dated like two girls before. Thought I should give it a try, thought I liked them. But no. I like dudes. Dicks. But yeah, girls never really made me feel anything."

Cody's face flushed more at the mention of 'dicks', and he broke out with laughter, "I know you like dicks, dude! I just wanted to know how you...knew? Like, did you just start liking a boy and were like oh! I'm gay!"
Noah shuffled in his position, thinking back to his old crushes. He had quiet a few, but most of them were never huge. They were definitely on males, though.
"I mean all my crushes were on guys. I never really thought about romance. I didn't really think hard about if I was gay or not. I remember my first huge crush- in middle school. Ah, middle school. So many awkward gay moments. So many guys in the closet. Psh."
Cody perked up, "ooo you gotta tell me!"
The darker boy snickered, "you're nosy. Well, uh, he was really dorky. He was in my gym class- we also had math together. A super smart dude, really. But he acted stupid as fuck. Weirdly, I liked that. Surprising, huh?"
Cody nodded, thinking that Noah probably was into those serious guys. Guess not! He got an impulsive thought; was he dorky? Did Noah like that about him? Ugh! He mentally slapped himself for thinking that.
Noah continued, "But yeah, thought he was really cute. Had freckles, dirty blonde hair- almost looked brown, blue eyes. We hung out a lot during math, during PE not so much since I wouldn't do crap and he would was a sporty mother fucker. I used to love the way he would laugh at my sarcastic jokes, he would hug me a lot. Said it was what bros do? Pft, sure. Gay. Anyways, we were very close at some point and I was crushing hard. Too bad he had a girlfriend. We almost kissed, too! His place, we were playing video games and he tackled me after I won and we just stared at each other while. I was on top of him and we both leaned in- but, of course, he chickened out and told me he couldn't do this because: one, his parents were religious as fuck. Two: he had a girlfriend. Bummer."
Cody stared with wide eyes, trying to picture middle school Noah with some blonde, athletic guy. A nerd and the jock. That was honestly cute.
His mind then went to him and Noah- does Noah like the way Cody laughs at his jokes? Did he like his blue eyes?
"Did- well- uh- ugh, sorry. I'm being a stuttering mess, haha. M-maybe I'm tired?"
Smooth, Cody.
Noah arched an eyebrow, "no way, man. You look as awake as ever...you okay?"