A/n :
So bored,also I woke up like 2 hours ago and I'm bored,so I'm writing again. And thank you sooo soo much for 60 readers I didn't expect this story to gain readers so fast🥺.
Enjoy this chapter ily! <3Your POV
Only two days left.
Almost everything was already packed, I spent the week getting ready,packing and cleaning,now I have 2 days to chill and basically do whatever I want.
I decided to check on the internet and search about the place we're going to stay in, My jaw dropped when I saw the pictures below;
I was already excited to go there,but looking at the pictures it made me even more excited, I hope it'll be fun though.
It was around 18:00 PM and I was bored and I had nothing to do, I thought it's going to be a nice idea play videogames , stream, or maybe just record for a video that I can upload later on YouTube.My brother Travis was online on discord so I thought this was a nice chance spend our time together as siblings and just have some fun.
We went on a call together playing some random games.
"Are you ready to leave in a day Y/n? Me and my friend Carson are going to pick you up".
"Yeah I'm ready and no problem,just tell me time and stuff. Oh and by the way,I wanted to ask, lunch club and us are the only people who are going to be there?" I asked.
"Nope,not everyone in lunchclub are coming, but the only three girls that are going to be there are you, Ted's girlfriend and another girl which I'm not sure who she is but I think she's jschlatt's and Carson's friend I'm not sure, we'll meet her there though so don't worry".
"Welp,okie".
We continued to play for another 2 hours then we decided to stop there since we both were tired of looking at a screen for that much time.I turned off my pc, thinking this is the last time I'm turning it off this week, eh I'm too dramatic, I think this vacation is exactly what I need right know and I really gotta stop overthinking and just relax there for a moment not worrying about a thing.
I already tweeted about my vacation so my viewers would know the reason I'm not uploading or streaming for the next 8 days.
I'm going to miss this,even though it's only for about a week.
I made myself a toast cause I realized I haven't eaten today since I woke up, maybe I only drank coffee but it doesn't really count as breakfast.
I thought about the vacation itself, how will it be? Will I get along with the people that are going to be with us? I never was a big fun of big people groups, even though it's not such a big group but I still find it hard to make friends especially if I have no clue who they are.
Anxiety sucks. About a half year ago I got diagnosed with depression and anxiety, it's not THAT serious, I always look at stuff differently. I find it hard to see the good in stuff and so on, when I felt pure sadness for about a month non-stop I knew something was wrong, so I got myself a therapist, I've been taking meds for a while now and I still do. They help me to sleep better and calm me down, I take them everyday before I go to sleep.
The anxiety part is just annoying, it's hard to talk to people, it's hard to calm yourself down and it's just hard in general but it could be worse. I remember a couple months ago it was way worse then now, so I believe that I'm making some progress with it.I texted Alice for a bit, most of the conversation was her just being super excited even more than me about this vacation, sometimes it amazes me how she can be more excited about stuff that happens in my life than me.
I packed some swimming suits with me, because I remember that this house is by the beach after all, not to mention the fact that this house also has a whole big-ass pool.Finally after a long day, I took my cloths off and showered for a good 20 minutes, I put my pjs on , take the pill and lay on my bed and just watched some shows on Netflix on my laptop, it was so comfy.
After a while I noticed it was already 1 AM and I gotta wake up early tomorrow Because after tomorrow I'm already on my way.
I put my laptop on my chair next to me, put my phone and charge it for the night, after about 15 minutes I fell asleep deeply.A/n
Yo was this a bit boring chapter? Eh doesn't matter cuz the next one is the vacation and they're all gonna meet !!11!!!1!1!1!1!1
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FanfictionY/n is a 19-year old girl,who likes video games,streaming,making videos for YouTube and more. One day her brother,Travis,is calling her and advising her to go to a vacation with his friends and him to relax and forget about mental illness. Did she k...