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I stood there for a a few seconds that seem like hours, why did hurt me so much?
I quickly went to the bathroom and locked the door behind me, leaning against the door for about a minute, without thinking at all.
I then turned around to look at the big mirror, tears formed in the corner of my eyes, I tried to blink them away but couldn't.
I put my hands on the counter and look deeply into the mirror, tears already falling down slowly.I wiped them away after a letting a few tears drop, I then take my clothes off pretty quickly and let the water run so it can warm up before I come in.
After waiting for a few minutes I came in and showered, crying and sobbing quietly, I couldn't stop it for some reason.
Coming out and putting some comfy shorts and oversized t-shirt, I walk to my room speed-walking and close the door behind me, I know exactly who should I call right now.I take my phone which was laying on my bed, I put my phone to my ear hearing the rings coming out of it.
"Hello, Y/n?" Ronnie sounded tired.
"Hey Ronnie". I said while my voice cracks.
"Are you crying?" She asked sounding less tired.
"Well yeah I a-."
"I'm coming over". She cuts me and immediately hang up before I could even tell her what happened.I didn't react, I just set on my bed, my eyes are puffy and burning, not so long after there was a knock on my door, I expected it to be Ronnie but it was...
Emily?
"H-hi?" I asked trying to sound as I didn't cry like a few minutes ago.
"Hi Y/n, why are you so sad?" She didn't sound like she cares at all.
"Nothing, I'm not even sad just tired". I answered, not wanting to talk to her.
"Ok whatever, I saw how you look at him, so keep distance, this is it, night" she smiled then rolled her eyes and walked away.
Bro what? What does she want? Why is she acting to bitchy? what did I ever do to her?
I knew she didn't like me since the day she saw me, it was so obvious, she didn't even had to try.
It's so childish.
I was annoyed but didn't pay much attention to her, she's probably just jealous because I hanged out with him.If I knew it's so bad to like him I wouldn't.
But it's too late,
And I'm mad at myself because of it.I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard this familiar voice, before I could look up someone hugged me.
I looked to see it was Ronnie, she looked very confused and concord looking.She set next to me on my bed, then switched to laying position and took her shoes off to get comfortable.
"Come on, tell me the story". She finally spoke.
I sigh and then tell her everything I saw, how it made me feel, etc...
Then of course I told her about Emily and how she behaved towards me."Yo I'm bout to smack a bitch." she said kinda aggressively which made we laugh.
"I guess I just have to move on, there's nothing I can do to be honest." I said, giving up.
"Yes, you should. What kind of guy does this? He's definitely a player, forget about him."
I nodded without looking at her.
"It's like 23:30 PM but I'm hungry as fuck let's order something" she admitted.
Then she took her phone and ordered some Chinese food, that thankfully works 24/7,
I then turned on the tv and put some random show and turned down the volume a bit since we were talking.We switched the subject really quickly, I almost forgot why I was sad, the food came after 25 minutes and we ate it while talking about different stuff.
We took a bunch of pictures and videos on Snapchat to the point we were wheezing and ugly laughing, I hope no one heard that.I giggled at what Ronnie said and got interrupted when the door opened to reveal my brother.
"Heyy, Just wanted to let you know that we are going to the beach tomorrow, Ronnie you can stay the night if you want and come with us."
She accepted and we decided we can sleep in my bedroom since the bed in the room was big.
Most of the night went good, we talked and laughed a lot till 3 AM, then we eventually fell asleep, knowing we have to wake up kinda early tomorrow.
9:47 AM
I woke up to a pillow being thrown at me, I take the pillow of my face to see Ronnie.
"Wake up already." She said.
I groan and get up of bed, go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and hair and decided to put my black swimming suit under my cloths.
Since Veronica came here with no swimming suit I gave her one of mine.We both went downstairs and saw some of them already there waiting on their phone, some just talking.
Me and Ronnie talked about how we both lowkey hate the beach because sand is annoying and how salty the water is, also you never know what's in the water and what you're stepping on.We talked until I noticed "him" and "her" going down the stairs.
I swear I could see him staring at me for a few seconds.
I looked at him when Ronnie slapped my hand cause she noticed I got distracted by them."Y/n, no." She whispered.
After a few minutes we finally go out, going behind the big house, we saw a beautiful beach with palm trees and clean sand.
"Whoever is last time get in the water has to suck my toes!!" Carson yelled and ran to the water.
After everyone realized, we all ran to water, splashing each other, salt water already was in my nose mouth and ears, ew.
It was fun tho.
After a few minutes of behaving like little children, some still was in the water, some went out to lay or sit on the sand, including me and Ronnie.
I took a bite of a watermelon when Ronnie tapped on my hand, I looked at her confused."Is this girl in the red bikini is Emily?" She asked looking at a lady talking with Jschlatt.
"Yup" i sigh.
"You said she's pretty, why'd you lie?" She chuckled.
I cover my mouth trying not choke on the watermelon.
A/n~
Get yourself a friend like Ronnie guys, also happy pride month!!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜Thursday, June 4th
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