I. Desire For You

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"𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘬𝘰? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳? 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺."

Those words I wanted to hear from you, do you ever notice? Because it doesn't seem like you do.

Seek, I seek for your care, attention, and affection. We really can say that love is stupid, it either makes us greedy and selfish, selfless and sacrificing or even both at the same time.

𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 "𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙚" 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙚𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩?

𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖔𝖑𝖉 𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖛𝖊, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖛𝖊 𝖑𝖊𝖋𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖊𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖑𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖉 𝖒𝖞 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙.

I wonder, have you found someone else? Who loves you so much more, and replaced me with him?
Teru, Kou, Akane? Who? Though I thought you "wouldn't" leave. Is it something else? A precious object or activity you have? Then why not tell me heretofore? Inform me of your circumstances?

Asking, I have been asking but I am disregarded, not answered and left. Am I that much of a hindrance to you? Then tell me please...

I miss your smile, I still remember it vividly, so is your voice and how special you are in every way. Your personality, aspects, everything is perfect about you.

I was so happy when you returned my feelings, so happy, felt so blessed, like it was a miracle.

Yet now, I miss you so much, I have so much urge to communicate again but I know that I am just annoying to you, like a pest.

𝙍𝙚𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙩, 𝙞𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. 𝙄 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨𝙩.

𝙽𝚘𝚠, 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍, 𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚛.

"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙚?"

𝐀 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐨'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

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