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'God is the friend of silence. Trees, flowers, grass grow in silence. See the stars, moon and sun, how they move in silence.' — Mother Teresa of Calcutta




Goodbye to my rainy Astoria dream;
fifty years of stories in one backyard;
goodbye to the hopeful paintings on the wall.
Goodbye to the children we'll never have;
I will tell you stories about what I hoped to see
and of the words we left behind.
Goodbye to the roses on the sidewalk
falling down on our path in the sun;
goodbye to the hands we never held
and the hearts we left behind.

I am somewhere,
yet nowhere;
you're somewhere,
but I'm not there:
I guess I could go there,
but I don't.

Your mom's in the kitchen making pita's,
stuffing them full of vegetables and rice;
I'm sitting on the couch
with your back across my legs;
my hands wondering where you are.
I could call you on the phone
whenever I feel alone,
yet I don't
want you to know
You're making love
to whoever you really want;
do I really want to know?
I don't,
O — no I don't.

You're somewhere
far out there;
I'm right here,
far from nowhere;
I could go there,
but I don't.

I used to have dreams about the future,
but now I live in the present,
because the past is just regrets;
the future only heartache.

You're somewhere;
I don't know where;
You're somewhere,
yet nowhere;
I could go out there,
but you know I won't.

Goodbye to my happy little dream;
goodbye to the poems on my walls.
Goodbye to the songs we'll never meet,
and the word's that left our minds,
and to the world's we left behind....

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 28, 2020 ⏰

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