11 : A letter to you.

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Mia's POV


"Dear Taehyung,

I'm writing this letter because I have a whole bunch of things to tell you, but I don't have the courage to face you one year after our break up to bring that again. Firstly, I hope that you're okay and healthy. I hope that you have your eight hours of sleep and that you don't skip any meal.

When I first met you, I was feeling lonely. You gave me someone to trust, a place to stay, a place to feel good, a place to feel 'at home'. When I told you you were the light of my life, I wasn't lying. You filled my dark and empty world. You bringed the colors to my white canvas. 

But now you're gone, you left me behind. I never thought it would have happen, it never crossed my mind. Because I loved you, so much that I ended up being burn with this love.

Because you gave me kisses on the forehead while making promises. We interwined our pinkies, made promises that didn't last. 

You made me believe that I deserved to be loved, to live, to have a dream and to be happy. You gave me hope, you were my hope Taehyung, my precious hope.

But you left, you broke my trust. You let go off my hand, you slapped me in the face and left. Now what am I supposed to do ? What am I supposed to say ? Now that you left, now that I'm in the dark again, who will be there ? Where do I go ? Where's my home ?

You were my pillar, my place to come back to when I was lost, my home, the only thing that I was sure in my life, the only thing I thought that would last. 

I thought that you would never leave me, I thought you and I was a forever thing, I thought you were the only one who could understand me in a single look. I thought you were my soulmate.

Yeah, I thought a lot of things, I was foolish, wasn't I ?

You saved me from the dark late night hours, you made me happy like someone never had and never will.

But you ruined it, our love, the future we were planning. You destroyed my hopes, my dreams and my heart by disappearing. You just.. Disappeared Taehyung. Without giving any explanations.

My home, my precious place to come back to,  why did you do that ? How can I trust anyone now ? 

I have nightmares everynight, I live this moment again and again, begging for you to stay. You're my monster.

You're my disease and my cure. 

I have one more question for you Taehyung : Why ? Why did you left ?

I need answers Taehyung, I want to sleep peacefully again. 

If you still have a little bit of love for me in your heart, please tell me.

After all, we were supposed to be lovers forever...

Best regards,

Mia Kang, your old lover who still loves you."

I actually cried writing this :)

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I actually cried writing this :)

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