"It's over, Mia. There's no us anymore. Forget about it."
Even if you break up with someone, the memories will forever stay. They're either if they're happy or painful, especially if you loved that person more than yourself.
| Contains Fluff & Angst...
Yes, posting a letter instead of calling him or text him this. The thing is that writing on the paper help me express my feelings the right way.
Now my mind was mixed, how could I forget about this ? Out of all of those memories, all of those promises, everything I've been througt, everything we've been throught.. How could I thought a single second that I could replace Taehyung this easily ?
I sat on the bench in front of my house. I looked at it.
I come from a wealthy family. Born with a golden spoon in my mouth, I've never missed of anything, except my parents' attention.
I've always had everything I needed, oftenly even more than I needed. But I didn't grew up in a caring family.
After giving birth to me, my mom became unable to have children, so I'm an only child.
Growing up, I was a loner, I didn't had much friends, always playing by myself in the playground because I thought that the other kids were 'weird'. I don't know why, I'm just an introvert.
So I was very focused on school, I was a good student, my parents were proud of me, but still barely paid attention to me.
I was attracting boys, of course. The mysterious thing about me was 'hot' and 'attractive'.
I had one boyfriend before Taehyung. I don't know how I ended up being with him honestly, but I broke up with him as soon as I learnt that he cheated on me.
I cried a little and promised to never be in any relationship. Haha. Very funny young Mia.
I've never knew what I wanted to do with my life, that's why I don't work. That's when I started to become the 'family disappointment'.
My parents kept pressuring me to do something with my life, but after highschool, I was lost.
Ever since you enter in school, life is pathed for you : Kinder garden, elementary school, middle school and then high school. But then, what's happening ?
I totally got lost in all of this, everything was guided but the minute after, they just let go off your hand and let you by yourself. I didn't know what to do. But now I run a little online business.
My parents died in a car accident four years ago. I think this is were I definitly stepped into darkness.
I had wealth but I was living haunted by the fact that for them, until the end, I was the disappointment child, the one who ruined my mother's ability to give birth for nothing. The useless one.
It haunted me for a long time, I had nightmares everynight, seeing their disappointed faces looking down at me.
Everything started to get better one year later, after I met Taehyung. Suddenly, the clock started to turn again.
I started to see the colors again. The nightmares stopped, I was finally happy again. I felt like fighting again. I felt like dreaming again.
But he left. And I was alone in the darkness of my heart and thoughts, again.
I wipped my tears and smiled looking at my house. Then I took my phone out and broke up with my boyfriend. Like this.
Because I still love Taehyung, there's no point in being with him. I'm not able to open my heart to someone else.
Yes, I still love Taehyung, and I always will. I just hope that.. There's still a chance for him and me. He's the only one I want to grow old with.
I want to watch the sunset with you again baby bear...
'Cause I still want you, Taehyung.
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