"It's over, Mia. There's no us anymore. Forget about it."
Even if you break up with someone, the memories will forever stay. They're either if they're happy or painful, especially if you loved that person more than yourself.
| Contains Fluff & Angst...
"Don't get me wrong Mia. I... I still want you. I still love you, so much that it's hurting me, so much that you're all I can think about.. It's at the point where even when I close my eyes, you're here.
- So why ?... Why did you do that to us.. To me ?
- Jagiya..."
He sigh as tears rolled on my cheeks. Why did he do that ?
"I saw that you were suffering. From me being away, sometimes not being able to call you for days, to see you for months.
- But-
- No. Don't tell me otherwise. You weren't good Mia. These conditions didn't made you happy Jagiya."
A tear escape from his right eye, he wiped it.
"And I wanted you to be happy. To find this guy that.. That will always be there for you. You deserve better Mia. Better than me. But yet you still love me, and I still love you."
We stared at each other.
"Tae... Those moments were I was sad, do they even compare to the other ones ?
- Huh ?
- All those moments of happiness, those laughs, those hugs, kisses, promises.. Does these little moment of sadness really affected you at this point ?"
He looked at me in the eyes.
"I know how much you suffered Jagiya, and I don't want to be the one who make you suffer, even if it implicate suffering myself. It will always be you before me. Because I love you Mia, more than I love myself, more than the air that I breath."
I looked at him and he smiled at me.
"Taehyung... I love you too. I don't want to be away from you. If you don't tell me that we can get back together, this is where I'll be really suffering."
He raised his eyebrows.
"You.. You don't care ? About me being away ?
- You're my pillar Taehyung. The colors to my blank canvas.. I need you. I keep on being alive inside."
I smiled back.
He made his way to me and sat on the floor in front of me, hugging my waist, his head on my stomach. Few seconds after, I felt like my hoodie was soaking.
