𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓 | bokuaka!

𝟏𝟓.

Fujimura Aoi (Work)

Hi Akaashi! Hope your holiday is going well. :)

I glance at my phone screen, reading over the message from the night before. I reread it a few times, headache beginning to stir from just looking at it. Morning came way too quick, I think as I groan softly at the cloudy sky that seemed to beam through the windows regardless of the lack of sun. I look over to Bokuto peacefully sleeping on the ground, snoring but not too obnoxiously.

Me

Hi! Sorry about that, I was asleep last night. It's going quite well, how is yours?

I set the phone back down, not expecting a reply for a couple hours, but the ding is immediate.

Fujimura Aoi (Work)

My holiday is going quite well too! It's nice to get a break once in a while.

But I miss seeing you! Any chance you're free sometime before the 25th?

My heart seems to break in half for her. Guilt coursing through my veins. And I curse myself for being so attracted to Bokuto, knowing I have to let someone like Aoi down. I don't think I have the heart to do that, but I can only hope she takes it well when the time comes.

Me

Sorry, Fujimura. I'm actually spending the next few weeks with my parents in the country until around the 3rd.

Perhaps we could set something up after that?

Fujimura Aoi (Work)

Oh! Fine by me. How about the 4th? We can situate the time and place later.

Me

Sure!

(Read: 7:48 PM)

I sigh, exasperated as I think of a plan to break it to her. What am I even going to say?

Oh, you know the guy that was at my house before? He's my ex that left me out of nowhere years ago, but now he's back to apologize and in spite of what he did I still somehow want to give him a chance. I haven't stopped thinking about him, and I want him but I can't bring myself to admit it since I want to avoid putting myself in a position where something like that can happen again. Haha, you're a cool girl though.

I chuckle to myself before clenching my jaw, knowing I'm really in a tight spot right now. I have absolutely no idea what to think, and my heart aches, knowing I have no clue what I'm doing. And I usually always have a clue, no matter what.

If I let him in, will he leave again?
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