Never kissed, barely hugged,
Mixed signals sent, but I Let you control us,
Where did I, go, wrong,
Points missed, what could've saved us,
I'm, not, sure,
Man Man,
Raised up, differently, we keep starting over,
we can't just keep, rekindling,
gave up, lost touch, just be clear you don't wanna take care of me,
Where do you wanna go,
I thought you'd know & I would conform,
These days it's harder to change,
Just to keep something you want to own,
But ima agree & keep moving on,
Cause we spend our time too differently to move forward,
& if ima do this rewindin' I might as well do it alone,
Whether you're here,
Or whether you're there, as you can see there's no plan,
It's crazy you'll be the one wanting to restart, and then end it again,
But ima keep rewindin', & ill just pretend,
Like being distant's what I want,
Oh no, no,Wakin' up in different directions,
My mind never fails to look for signs of lack of attention so it doesn't surprise me when you decide to start second guessing,
Shit gets appearing,
I sense when the end is nearing I got too many problems that come with me I admit it,
Cause I know you're afraid to stay with me,
Waking up in different directions,
I knew of the day but I never thought of the day I met it,
You're in college being' a scholar to be quite honest I'm irresponsible but you gotta understand that I'm damaged,
Different Directions,
Wakin' up, in different directions,
No more doing the talking or close to something bigger,
I'm Lonely & Frustrated,
But I get it,I wish I had some more drank,
We both know,
We both know, I'm a mess,
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PoetryJackson Expresses his questioning of Distance, Lack Of Presence, and More.