You say,
Am I using your infatuation, For Manipulation,
Girl I wouldn't take your Love even if the devil tried to Get me to trade it,
You say,
You never felt that close I tried to be more open, organized,
Loyal, confirming that I plan to stay,
You say,
I'm makin it seem like you ain't takin things 1 step at a time,
& you put so much into us & my,
Well being, ( thank you)
You say,
If were both waiting then what will be accomplished like who are we to say,
Being older makes agreeing an obligation,
Whether you feel that way you can't be afraid,
You say,
It's like a cycle, do I love you, or what you can do for me,
That's not how I measure things, or try to indicate,
I see how I could channel those responses,
I'm just tryna be remotely honest as I can,
You say,
A relationship is no longer the vision,
Remaining mutual is the objective,
I had to agree with it,
You're the one that said it,
Always refused to get lifted, you were always grounded in that area,
I accept what comes with it, you always come back,
Cause you know I could use some help, I know you do,
Some Assistance, Some Assistance,
Some Assistance,
Our peak never premiered,
Despise the Love that I'd show,
& now you're not here,
You've had enough, I know,
But please don't give up on me, now,
Back to tabs getting me through the week,
Now,
We barely speak now,
When we try to trace the reason it's always me, now,
It's them quick answers that you seek, now,
& when I stop making noise, you chasin' after peace now,
Distant's our energy, now,
My question is why isn't the Love continuing, now,
But I, see now,
Giving & hoping is your Achilles heel,
You pray this time we work & keep asking do I wanna be here,
But I do still,
But I do still,
One thing for certain we never let the people take the wheel,
Its a lot of things I earned, but I cannot believe one of them is the way you made me feel,
Now,
Now,
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PuisiJackson Expresses his questioning of Distance, Lack Of Presence, and More.