Permanent Occurrences

Lana's Room Pt.1 / Play Tonic

I was tryna depend on you,
I'm fully aware of what got into you,
What's between me, & myself,
This whole time, I've been refusing to pretend with you,
I'm a Mess, I'm a Mess,
I need help with my flaws & that's all I want you to get,
& don't want you with nobody else,
Looking back at the messages to see what I did,
High calling you girl that's just a side effect of Me,
Going through a lot and I'm fumbling,
But you can't help, if we're distant & Friends,
The things I'm tryna work on are tensed like the people round me there's no reason we keep getting lost & you found me but I'm the problem say less girl I'll get from round you,
We can Play Tonic I hope you're safe & sound,
I Told You,
It's, 
All,
Love,
How do you expect for you to hear back,
From Me,
When you turning your back, On Me,
& what I wanted,
I know I don't deserve it I know I'm not worth it,
But we can Play Tonic,
Baby I saw, this Comin,
I know got flaws I know I got,
Problems,
I leaned on you as a choice, not as an,
Option,
We can Play, Tonic,
Cause this not what you want to
surround, you,
& I knew how'd you feel,
About it,
I knew we'd be playing,
Eventually,
Because things seem too,
Toxic,
We can play,