Reflecting on the love I used to give,
it's like these days I more than just want you I want you to be here,
I can't get used to it the minute I do is the minute I lose it, but I can't get used to things not being what they used to be,
It's hard to be calm & seclusive, started going the distance, making commutes, but with you it's never what it's so Easy to assume it is,
You always did the manifesting & trusted me to store the vision it wasn't always no pressure cause at times I just didn't have room for it,
Truthful turned into truant I don't mind you chasing after that breath of fresh air that we used to share,
I Love You, So do what you think is best To live the best way you can Live,
Reflecting on times I can't return to customer service,
I don't need a tip or a good review I stopped using excuses and tried to serve you,
We can never see things the way we can both view it I produced all I could with affirmation affection & a little directness with you I'm always eager to take my foot off the pedal,
For once I just tried to make you feel important,
But how is what I did different from what you did,
So ima ride alone, cause that's what I made,
& it's the position that's it put me in,
Reflecting on what it was,
so you know I'm numb to what it is,
Cause the control's starting to make a nigga insensitive every day I see love gone wrong, escape routes, negative tendencies I just pray that I don't inherit cause it gets evil the Less it gets intricate,
Reflecting on you,
Reflecting on me,
Reflecting on us,
& what we know we should be,
Reflecting on you, Reflecting on me,
Reflections are apparent,
We know that,When was the last time you punched in some lines,
When was the last time you hit mine,
On my birthday,
But I'm glad you're starting to smile,
I told you the happiness was on the way,
I couldn't afford to chase you,
It was the attention you never, attempted,
To pay me,You're only gettin older, you'll learn you just can't, wait,
The Good Ones GoEverything comes with time girl,
Just know you're on my mind girl,What happened to what's his name,
He already said after he'd get in you he would get you out the way,
I had to respond like I didn't care about you,
We both know that's far from the case girl,
You just keep cutting your cake girl,
Just know you're on my brain,
YOU ARE READING
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PoetryJackson Expresses his questioning of Distance, Lack Of Presence, and More.