Mafia's Art.

Part 19 - What is this, fate?

Recap of last night kiss the conversation of me and Jack:

My breathing was more rapid and not what I expected. I know that Jack saw what I did there and I am not ready to face him because I am p*ssy now! - 

"Look here Cal I know we are in the situation but it is also sensible that you fall for Isabella she is hot and really special but she is a circumstance that  we don't want her to be, for example, blood, fake deads we don't need more of that right, so my idea is to let her go and to be safe yourself sort your shit out first then if you finally feel free - then approach her but not now men - I am serious but I WON'T stop you, it btw your choice I am just friend and brother now - but I don't want to force you" 

Just as Jack walks away I stop him, and finally opens up after how many years and cried -- he was shocked and I was too. But I just cried... and ... I only hope he forgets"Jack, I don't know what to do man - I still cannot get the killer of my parents and also cannot seem to stop liking her, what should I do?" I soon as I cry - I wave it away and give a small smile --

"btw, Jack please, don't anyone know this sh*t did happen otherwise I will kill you ad the others that knows".

"Don't worry bro - we know she makes yo ass weak - but a good weak and as I see it she will tie you down - but the time doesn't agree that is all let's figure out how to catch this killer and believe my best friend you are not alone in this I will by your side" That gave me a good feeling - after that, we did one last hug after how many years, this feels good. 

Recap of the conversation of parents the morning:

"I know you don't trust me fully but I like your daughter and I know she isn't for me - me that kills, has bad secrets, and causes many their lives. But I just wanted to be honest I feel - and for now, I cannot have her because I am to damage - but once this is over - I want to marry her, sir? I hope it would be allowed to approach your daughter I won't say that I will stop being a drug dealer or have control over the biggest drug mafia king -- but one thing for certain I like your daughter. Also, the other thing you don't have to pay me back Jack will take you back this afternoon I won't go with I have things handle - and the people that kidnapped you were the mafia I after, and trust... trust me he knows we will be caught him sooner and later -"

"Don't worry King - we already knew that night when you came to save us - something must have happened or changed for you to save us that owe you money and for you to put yourself in danger - we won't stand in your way to approach our daughter our daughter is smart she knows what she wants in life and she knows how to gets it - she has always been that open-minded and kind with her approaches - but if she doesn't want you - high low water we will have to kill you first before you can kill our daughter's heart, that's what any parents would do, thank you, for saving us, my family - we will never forget it - that is a huge grace badge in our hearts King Caleb"

Her parents are so humble and wise now I understand we she got it. Her father strikes power even with having nothing and her mother looks so soft-hearted. Just like her. 

This made me happy and sad. But I know I need to close the door before I can open it again. I need to make serious decisions first before doing anything stupid but the conversation of people around me made realise a lot of things - since she came into my life I HAVE A LOT OF PEOPLE and have been opening up. 

Just has a get to the last step I could hear the words of Jack that brought a smile to my face - just as I was moving forward she came out running out and almost fall - how clumsy and how innocent. Jesus, thank you for such a beautiful human being. I caught her just in time - her hands feel so nice against my arms my body loves it. But I knew the words will hurt her-- but I need to do it.