Sleeping with My Brother's Best Friend

Chapter 17

We were on the beach. I was laying out to tan just chilling with Claire. I explained everything to her and what happened, including nick's talk and proclaiming his love. Everyone was put in the ocean, we were chilling on the beach.

"So, do you really trust Ross?" She said. I shrugged and looked at her.

"I really don't know. I just never thought he would hurt me" he said. Nick an old person who has been someone I despise was there for me.

"You have feelings for Nick?" She said. I looked over at the water where they were. Nick smiled was radiant and he was really handsome. His body is an 9. I looked at her a shrugged my shoulders.

"I mean I don't think I ever stop loving nick." I said. He was my first love and everything. Maybe wrong time, right person things.

"How do you feel about Ross?" She said. Ross was like this animal raw sex thing and then it just felt right though. Everything. I looked at him and he is this really hot guy, one of the hottest, but I don't even think I'm good enough.

"We are perfect, body wise and just clicked. I think I love him too" I said. She looked at me and shook her head.

"I need you to look at these boys because I know how you look at Ross. It's like happiness and loved thing, when you were with Nick. It was just like a true love thing" she said. I shrugged my shoulders, Nick was running up to us. I smiled instantly and sat up.

"Want to come to the ocean with me?" He said and smiled. I blushed and looked at clarie.

"I'm keeping her company" I said and pointed to Claire. He nodded and smiled at me. He ran back.

"Okay girl, you got some confused feeling because you looked at that boy with pure love" she said. I smiled and rolled my eyes. I laid back on the seat and sighed.

"I have hide my feelings so I don't get hurt. Yet I do have feelings and yeah." I said. She shook her head. I looked at Nick and he was everything I wanted but I hated the way he treated me but I realized Ross was the same way. Ross came running over. I smiled because of everything I felt with him. Happiness and loved.

"Hey" he said. I smiled. I looked past him at Nick and dropped my smile because Nick was looking over worried. He knelt down.

"Hey" I said. He smiled at me and I smiled back.

"So, you just chillin over here. You don't want to come to the ocean." He asked. I shook my head. Kyle came up and kissed Claire on the forehead.

"Man, I'm surprise you can get a girl like Marie" he said. I looked at Kyle and then looked away. He sat down next to Claire.

"Oh yeah no it's not too bad." He said. Clarie looked at him questionable.

"What did you mean by that?" She said. He kissed and touched her stomach.

"No one deserves you baby, you are amazing." Kyle said. I rolled my eyes. Marie came running up in her pink two piece skimpy. I rolled my eyes. She laid in his lap.

"What's up you guys?" She said. She laughed.

"Nothing." Ross said. She kissed him on the cheek.

"Well, we heard you guys last night" Kyle said and laugh. He shook his head. Claire hit his chest.

"Oh you know have fun" Marie said. I signed and go up. I watched the the beach. Nick smiled at me and ran over to me.

"Hey beautiful" he said. I blushed. He then grabbed me and pulled me into the waves. I laughed and held on to him. I caught my footing and our bodies were together. I looked in his blues eyes. For a moment, I was at peace. I smiled and laughed then back away. I looked the beach side. They were all looking at us. I waved which was the nervous in me. They all questionable waved to me. Nick gave me an half smile. Ugh I'm so torn. I don't know what to do. 

"Nick, I don't know what to do" I said. He looks at me concerned. "I love you but I also love Ross" I said honestly.

"You love me?" He asked. I shook my head. His smile was so big and he grabbed me and twirled me around. I laughed. He set me down. "Please you won't regret it" he said. I smiled and looked at Ross. Marie was all over him.

"There is Ross too..." I said.

"If he loved you, he would have proclaimed it." He said. I know he would have but my brother would be pissed. Espicslly if he knows he had done stuff with an girl while with me.