August A. x Plusie love story~
Started may 17, 2020.
"Not everyone one care about the money and the flex aslong as you are around or just breathing I am satisfied" ❤️
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"What friend is walking around you house dressed like this?" She sighed. "We literally been gone for 11 hours and he is doing bull crap like this."
"Y'all aren't together you never had a problem about any other girl."
"I know so why do he feel the need to lie to me like mommy can I curse because I am upset."
"Can I smack you in the mouth because I dare you to try me." I sighed.
"Like he never felt like it was necessary to lie to me about anything. I never really cared for the females in his life because I already knew what was up. Now it's like these secrets are just telling me like it's is something way deeper then I know. He needs to just tell me. I know that it's not our time yet and I am not sweating it but don't lie to me." I sighed.
"Well maybe he is just being cautious to your feeling because you have been very very emotional and you being 4 months pregnant it may be more stress on him then it may seem."
"While it's definitely not worried about me he blocked me and he is not answering my DMs matter fact speaking of that." I pulled out my phone and went to delete all my dms because he will not make me feel like I am desperate to talk to him even if I am.
I don't know what's going on with him and I am stressing out about it. August never in his or my life fucking treated me this way and it is fucking me up because it's like what am I doing wrong like. We have all these plans and its like he doesn't love me any more.
"So are we driving back?" My mom asked and I nodded.
"He isn't answering on anything so I cant even get him to get us a PJ. He knew what we were coming to do so I don't know why he is doing this."
"Well I can call Trav and Jamal to help us pack up the car." I nodded.
"I miss my brothers." I squealed.
3 hour later~
"Travis! Smoke!" I hugged them. "I missed y'all so much."
"We missed you too. You don't call nobody." Smoke mugged me.
"Missed you too sis." Travis laughed.
"I know I be too worried about your brother but I promise I will call more and netia keeps me updated on you guys so I don't know but I'll reach out personally because I love you guys so much."
"We love you too." They hugged me again.
"Have you talked to Aug. He ain't been really picking up his phone." Trav asked.
"He blocked me."
"Woah... what? August blocked you?" I nodded. "He would never he cant even breathe without you. I don't believe that." I pulled out my phone and tapped his contact and called him and it went started to voice mail.
"Hold up cause his phone is probably dead." Trav pulled out his phone and called him and it started ringing.
"Yo Trav." I shook my head.
"Bro I am just calling to check on because Monique has been worried about you." Traced sighed.
"Man I am chilling with- matter fact I just- she just been stressing me out so I rather not deal with her because I am gonna have to tell her something she doesn't want to hear and thenshe deleting DMs like a little ass girl."
So you got them.
"Well What's going on with y'all like y'all cant live without eachother." August laughed.
"Thing are just different now. It's just too much that comes with her and with Miracle everything is different. We don't argue and she don't put her hands on me. It's just a chill vibe. Yeah baybeh! Here I come! I am on the phone! Okay let me go." Trav hung up.
"See I told you. We literally haven't argued in so long and it's because I am being the bigger person and tryna control my emotions. Like who blocks their baby mom. Before I got pregnant he would call me very second about eating and making sure this and now you blocking me like he is a fucking weirdo and it's okay I am not gonna be sad about it. Talk bout things are different like when the fuck were you gonna tell me because I thought we were cool. Fuck him." I shrugged and went in the house living them out there with my mom.
"You stupid bitch after all that shit I did for you. And you just gone do me out that dat." I mumbled to myself and finished packing up some of my stuff that I found in the attic. "All those nights I let you sleep with me and shit. Oh my gosh I gave you my virginity. I am so over all this shit. All my friends turn on me. Maybe I am meant to stay to my self. He call you and you just talk like I mean nothing no more you fucking fag bag." I sighed.
I finished packing up and the packed everything thing in the car and me and my mom decided on leaving at nine in the morning tomorrow.
"So how are you feeling?" She asked.
"I really wish I never messed with him and I wish I was going never got pregnant." She sighed. "I felt like I could trust him. Did you hear how he talked about me as if I was nothing?" She nodded.
"Yeah I was surprised." She shook her head. "That is not the August I know."
"Well maybe it is." I shrugged. "But for him to just trade on me for another female and then he was say oh things have changed or whatever he said. Like boy bye and then he talking about they don't argue or she don't hit him. Like he sucks and it okay because it's fine." I shrugged. "It doesn't matter."
"Your therapist used to always tell you don't shut down baby. I can't afford for you to shut down on me." I nodded. "Don't let this take you back to square one. We spent thousands of dollars and a lot off time to help you through your depression." I nodded.
"I am tryna to protect myself. I never in my life thought I'd be protecting myself from Lea or August but they are the only ones that is close enough to hurt me and now I feel like it has to be me because I am the one that is the common denominator of all our problems." My mom shook her head eating a spoonful of her food.
"You are so amazing some people just don't deserve you."
