Ain't it random

TAKE A CLOSER LOOK.

Can you see me?

I am right here, but do you see me?

do you even try?

because you are fast to say that I am wrong and that I can't do something. Not allowed.

When in reality you don't even try to understand me or the reason i act a certain way.

What do you see when you look at me?

An unreasonable person? irresponsible? Immature?

but you never think of me as pained, struggling, broken.

But I guess I never let you see it.

I just expect you to know.

Expect you to notice when I am not myself,

when I am acting odd.

but I guess you don't really know me.

Even though you were the ones who raised me.