☀︎︎𝔻𝕚𝕗𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕦𝕝𝕥☀︎︎ - 𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲

Chapter 17

he kissed me...

i pulled away instantly, knowing i was with nick.

j,n- WTF

i turned to the door to see nick standing there, staring at us. i got up and ran over to him but he turned around and walked away.

j- nick wait please🥺
n- jenna you just kissed josh wtf?
j- nick it wasn't-
n- whatever. there's no excuses for kissing someone else. we're done.
j- please nick don't leave🥺
n- i'm going home.

and with that. he walked out the door and slammed it behind him. i just broke down, in the middle of the floor, everyone staring. then i saw avani and kouvr run to me.

k- hey hey what's happened?
j- n- n- nick broke u-up with m-m-me🥺
av- wtf why?
j- he saw josh k-kiss me but h-he thought i k-kissed h-h-him.
k- aww bebe, nick will come around and you can tell him the truth okay?
j- i hope so🥺

kouvr and avani lifted me up and instantly charli ran at me and i just fell into her arms.

c- your okay. we're all here jenna. i promise.

charli lifted me up and they all took me to a different room. it looked like a bedroom. i sat down on the bed and just cried into my hands. i actually really liked nick. i would never do that to him. i cant believe he would think i would. the door opened and a girl i recognised came in. it was nessa barrett.

ne- hey. you must be jenna.
j- h-hey nessa.
ne- stay in my room tonight. i'm sleeping on the couch either way.
j- are you sure?
ne- of course. i know what happened. i know how hard it is.
j- th-thank you nessa.
ne- that's okay. do you want me to talk to josh about it?
j- no. i need to. can you tell him to come in?
ne- course i can. i'll go get him now.

all the girls slowly walked out the room, and charli gave me a reassuring smile as she did. i just sat there crying for a couple minutes, until i heard a knock on the door.

j- c-come in...

the door flung open and i looked up to see nick. his eyes.. they were bloodshot.

j- nick...
n- don't. i- i spoke to josh.
j- you did?
n- of course i did.
j- oh.. good. so- uh..
n- i'm sorry..

i slowly climbed out of the bed and walked over to nick. i looked into his eyes. i saw anger... upset... fear...
but he said he spoke to josh.. why would he be angry? he knows i didn't do anything. or- did josh lie?
i held onto nicks hand but he pulled and stepped away from me instantly..

j- nick? what are you doing?
n- you kissed josh. why the fuck would you do that jenna?
j- what?? i didn't! josh kissed me and i pulled away. you saw!! you were at the door!
n- no.. i saw you both kissing. and then you pulled away when you realised i was there. josh told me what happened jenna.
j- but nick.. i didn't know you were there until i had already pulled away.. i pulled away because i was with you nick.
n- stop lying! josh told me.. it's not fair that you just keep lying jenna.
j- believe what you want nick. if you want, even get josh in here. i don't care. but i didn't want to kiss josh. he kissed me. i pulled away. that was my genuine reaction. because i- i lo- nevermind.
n- jenna.. what were you going to say?
j- it doesn't matter nick. get out.
n- fine. but just know. you were the one who caused this. don't go pretending i ruined this to everyone. because you cheated. you did. not me jenna.
j- get out nick..

he looked at me with anger. and just stormed out. i pushed the door shut and broke down in the floor. there was only one person i needed to talk to right now. josh. had nessa sent him yet? i was about to head to his room when my door opened and i saw josh standing there. he smiled at me and sat next to me on the floor.

jo- what's up?
j- w-what's up?? you josh. you. you told nick i kissed you. but that's not true. and now i've lost him. and he thinks i'm a cheat. but i'm not josh. am i?
jo- you guys didn't go well. if you did, he would have believed you not me.
j- josh leave.
jo- okay. but i'm right. and you know it jenna.
j- leave!

he walked out and avani came running in. i didn't even have to look to know it was her. i just knew. she grabbed onto me and just held me in her arms. she knew i was hurting. she knows me so well already and it's crazy. but she does.

av- what did nick say?
j- josh told him it was all me.. nick thinks i'm a cheater.
av- it's okay. i will speak to nick. i'll make him realise you didn't do that. because he knows i wouldn't lie.
j- thanks avani.

she wiped my tears, gave me a smile and walked out the room. she shut the door behind her and i stood up. i climbed into the bed, still wearing my clothes. i didn't care. i didn't have nick. nick was all i cared about right now. we lasted for.. what? a day? it wasn't fair. why didn't he just believe me? i was supposed to be his girlfriend. he was supposed to know when i was being honest. but he didn't. did he even care? because if he did.. surely he would believe me. right? i decided to look through twitter to try take my mind off of him. but the first tweet that came up. it was nicks. "you could've done anything.. but you chose to cheat."
i broke down again. i threw my head into my hands and just screamed in pain. i lost him. he thought i didn't care. he thought i cheated. it's not fair. i cried into my palms. i heard the door fly open and i looked up to see a boy stood there. i didn't recognise him but he was cute. but i didn't think of him like that. i just simply thought he was cute.

?- are you okay?
j- oh.. uh sorry don't worry i- i just had a rough night.
?- oh sorry. well i'm jaden. hossler.
j- cool. i'm jenna.
ja- so.. do you want to talk about it?
j- not really. i need to get my mind off of it.
ja- that's fair. well i was about to go for a drive if you wanted to come?
j- yeah. yeah i would.
ja- okay well i'm gonna leave soon so just meet me by the front door in a couple minutes.
j- i'll be there.

jaden smiled and headed out the room. i wiped my tears and got out of bed. i checked in the mirror if i looked okay. the best i can be right now i guess. and i headed out the room to find jaden.