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Back to me now. Yes, this is my story.

My mind seems to always be on a constant journey now. Sex and drugs, depression, my kids, more sex. My dreams even become things that don't make sense.

I rub my eyes as I turn over in bed. Itachi lays beside me, completely naked and asleep. I can't even remember how many times we did it last night. Two?.....Twenty-seven? I pull the sheets off of Itachi to see hickeys everywhere, even to his thighs. What am I becoming?

I cover Itachi and climb out of bed, instinctively reaching for the bottle of pills on the nightstand. I shake the bottle and hear nothing. Of course it's empty. I seriously have to stop before something goes wrong. Withdrawals will be a kick in the ass.

"Wake up, babe. I'm all out," I say as I shake Itachi awake. He groans before turning his back towards me.

"Yeah."

Itachi mumbles some more before drifting off back to sleep. Cute. I loose Itachi's ponytail and smile as his hair falls freely onto his pillow. So long and beautiful. I get out of bed and grab mine and Itachi's clothes crumpled in a pile on the floor. Wash these, cook, try to convince Itachi to let me feel some sunlight. I yawn as I put the clothes in the washer.

Tired, and I am so conflicted about what I want. My children's safety is a need, but sex with Itachi is a need, too. I think? I also want Shisui, but Itachi has my love right now. Conflicting feelings.

I stretch as I walk into the bathroom and look at my reflection in the mirror. I'm losing weight, and my hair is growing way too long. Hate anything past my biceps. I grab a brush and tame the beast on my head. Soon, every kink and knot comes loose and my hair lays against my back perfectly.

"Looking good, (y/n). Confidence is key," encouragingly, I smile at my reflection. Can't let nothing get me down.

Shaking my hair, I brush it to the side. I grab my robe and put it on before heading to the kitchen. I look into the refrigerator and see nothing but vegetables and a bottle of milk. Can't do anything with these.

I close the door and lean against the counter as I look down at my feet. First thing to consider: I may be pregnant. Just because I lost a child, it does not mean that I'm not having anymore. It is highly unlikely that I'm not since I do force Itachi half of the time. Oh, how the tables have turned!

I let out a weird laugh before pushing myself off of the counter. Way too much to think about. Rubbing my eye, I head back into the bathroom just as Itachi steps out of the shower. Water drips off his hair and rolls down his chest. I bite my lip as I look away from Itachi and blush.

This heat is making everything look sexy.

Itachi tilts his head slightly, a smirk filled of amusement on his face, "Morning, sweetheart." He wraps a towel loosely around his waist before taking out a hair dryer and turning it on.

I frown. "Stop calling me that." I really hate pet names. I never know what to say afterwards, and I always get embarrassed.

Itachi looks over at me and sighs. Putting down the hair dryer, he turns to me and smiles softly as he plants kisses all over my face. I try to push Itachi away, but he only chuckles and wraps his arms around me. Blushing, I take in Itachi's scent and sigh.

He kisses my neck, "If I can't give you a nickname, then I have to show my love, Snookums."

I groan as Itachi continues holding onto me.

"Okay. I was embarrassed before, but now, I'm just cringing."

"Right," Itachi pulls away from me, "Sorry, Gummy bear."

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