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{A/F} worth it ☆ Seonghwa × Yeosang

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starting off with a seonghwa × yeosang oneshot!
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You have 1 unread message from : Yeosang-ssi!

 Seonghwa read on the screen of his phone at 3 in the morning. He wasn't asleep, no, he was actually studying hard for his exams, but decided to take a little break just before the message came. He went to make himself a cup of coffee before he returned to his phone, which was now blowing up with messages.

You have 3 unread message(s) from : Yeosang-ssi!

 He sighed. Him and Yeosang broke up a few months ago, so he had absolutely no idea of why was the boy messaging him. They definitely didn't end their relationship in good terms - in fact, they have fought a lot where it came to the point where Yeosang just decided to leave for good. It was Seonghwa's fault and he knew it damn well, but he came to a conclusion that they just weren't meant to start the relationship in the first place.

 Unlike Yeosang, he felt nothing. He never felt that spark, never actually loved the younger. He tried, he really did, but he just couldn't find anything that made him love Yeosang. He just didn't see anything in him.

 When he finally decided to read the messages, he just heaved out a sigh. They were still flooding in, the man spamming him. What surprised him the most was the fact they were extremely long. They weren't those short spam messages consisting of one to two words. They were full essays and he couldn't help but whine. He definitely didn't want to read them, he just wished the boy would finally move on, but something in the back of his head told him to read them.
 Curiousity killed the cat, after all.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:01 AM
I think you're already asleep but I can't help it.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:01 AM
You know, I was thinking. I think I get why we broke up and I'm sorry for blaming you and you only. It was my fault too, actually. I used to be so clingy to the point it was unhealthy and I think that may be one of the causes why you didn't like me back but it's fine. I'm over it.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:02 AM
I wanted to apologize, Seonghwa. I know, I know, you may think I'm starting to get clingy, maybe I want you back, right? Nah mate, don't worry. I came to tell you a little story. I wanted to tell you something.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:05 AM
It's a story about one my ex. May be you, may be someone else, I won't tell you, but read closely. I remember a lot of things, my mind is great. You would think that I would forget the little details, but no, not really. I remember a lot about him, how his heartbeat didn't change even when I kissed him, when I cuddled close to his chest. I remember how steady his breath was when we kissed, how his eyes never closed.
I remember how I used to lay so close to his chest. As I said, his heart always pounded so calmly against his ribcage, never skipping a beat even after I kissed on his sweet spot right under his collarbone.

 Seonghwa touched righ under the spot, another sigh escaping his chapped lips. That was also his weak spot. The spot that always made him moan, his breath ragged, when a pair of lips got attached to it. He would kill for anyone just to kiss at it. He also remembered how Yeosang often kissed him there, but it somehow didn't make him budge. As if it had absolutely no effect on him. So was Yeosang actually referring to him?

Yeosang-ssi, 3:07 AM
Nothing I would do would make him blush. Absolutely nothing. I never caught him stuttter when he spoke about us to his friends. He never checked me out like a normal boyfriend would do.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:10 AM
I never caught him stare at my body when I walked past him half naked or only with a towel around my waist. He never complimented me, never brought me flowers because he felt like it or even kissed me good night. I questioned our relationship very often but remained with him because I loved him. A few weeks it took me to finally realize that maybe, just maybe I was the one at fault too. Did I do too much for him? Did I kiss him too much? Should I stop hugging him? Helping him cook even though I loved it?

Yeosang-ssi, 3:12 AM
I loved him endlessly, while he went out, cheating on me with one of my best friends. I don't blame him though, you know? I completely understand him. After all, Hongjoong has always been a better person than me.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:12 AM
You broke him, do you even realize?

Yeosang-ssi, 3:14 AM
You used him like a fucking toy and threw him away, only because you were mad at me. Because we broke up, you hurt my best friend. I will forgive you for breaking my heart, but I will forever blame you for hurting the little angel.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:17 AM
I just want you to know that I actually HAVE moved on. I know you have too. You have actually never loved me so you had nothing to move on from I suppose, but yeah. What I wanted to say was I'm sorry for trying my best. Also, thank you Seonghwa.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:18 AM
Thank you for teaching me on how to know who actually is worth my time and who isn't.

Yeosang-ssi, 3:19 AM
You definitely weren't worth it.

 Seonghwa, despite being slightly hurt over Yeosang's texts, smiled. He gave out a tiny smile, knowing Yeosang was now in better arms. He may have broken the younger's loving, caring heart, but now he knew that he was safe and sound in someone else's loving arms.

 There was definitely a man that Yeosang belonged with. Someone a thousand times better than Seonghwa alone and he was so happy that the boy was finally with someone who could give him as much love as he himself gave around.

Me, 3:22 AM
Thank you, Yeosang. Hopefully, Yunho is now treating you better than I have ever. Please rest well, as the exams are coming.
I'm sorry for everything I have ever done to you, I wish I could turn back time and redo everything but I can't. I will be leaving your life very soon, so please, don't contact me. It's not for me, but for your own good.

Me, 3:23 AM
So long, Yeosang. Maybe we'll meet again in the future.

 Yeosang, on the other side let the tears spill. He was so angry at the black haired punk, but thankfully, now he had someone who would actually hold him and kiss his head until he would calm down. The taller was holding him so close to his body, to the point where he couldn't look at his phone anymore. Yunho was making sure Yeosang was good now.

 He'll never let him go in contact with the older man again.