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"hey mom." i said, smiling. which caused her to smile. it was a bit laggy but i just ignored the quality.
"i miss you already, honey." she said, softly. while jaden was in the background, drinking a water bottle. he is my brother and we basically hated each other but deep down, we loved each other.
"no hi, jay?" i joked, making him stop drinking and look at the phone. he walks over and grabs the phone, looking at the camera.
"you still look like a clown." he said. i rolled my eyes and chuckle.
"thanks for the compliment. i appreciate it." i fake smiled, which causes jaden to roll his eyes and give mom her phone back.
"when can we come and see you?" she asked. i froze, thinking about dad. shit. shit. shit. shit. dad never told me when he was coming. it could be today, tomorrow, next week. fuck.
"you can guys come now. classes ended." i said, making mom smile again. she grabbed her phone and i saw sunlight, and that's when i knew she was coming.
"JADEN! GET DRESSED!" after that, she hung up. and i basically got bored. destiny was sleeping due to being drunk too much and the boys.
i don't know what they were doing.
i opened the curtains to see sunlight in my eyes. and also causes destiny to wake up from her nap.
"fuck." destiny groaned. reaching for her water bottle on her nightstand. she stood up and chugged the entire water.
"take it easy, destiny." i put my hand on her forehead and it was warm. too much alcohol she had. i lay her back down and she tries to push back, but she was weak.
"go back to sleep." i whispered. later, she stopped fighting back and went to sleep.
"natalie vixen?" mr. jackson barges in. creep. i could've been changing or something. i look up at him and i saw two people behind him.
jaden and mom.
i hug mom first then jaden, but he pushed me back. after all, he still hated me. mr. jackson walked away, while mom and jaden were wandering in my dorm.
"she single?" jaden said, pointing at destiny. i made a disgust face then shook my head as he had a disappointed face.
"is this you drinking...or her?" mom looked at me with her arms crossed. shit. she hates alcohol.
"uhm. it's her.." i lied, getting a nod in response. she was going to say something until someone had to interrupt our conversation.
"sorry i'm late-" a deep voice said. i looked at the doorway, and it was guy i've never seen before. he was tall, had a sharp jawline, slicked back hair, and had a chain.
"i forgot to um-" mom coughed. "introduce you to your step father."
step father? fuck no. i'd rather die than get a fucking step dad.
"w-what?" i looked at jaden and all he was just looking down. mom cleared her throat once again, knowing something bad would happen.
"his name is james." mom holds his hand and pecks him on the lips, leaving me speechless at this point.
"but you can call me jay." he corrected mom. excuse me, what? my eyes fluttered and widened.
"haha, you're funny. the only person who's a jay here is jaden. don't try to steal his nickname, you assh-"
"enough, natalie. be nice. give james a chance. you barely met him." mom interrupted.
"I DON'T CARE. I DON'T WANT A STEP DAD!" i shouted. she scoffed and had a disappointed face on. jaden on the other hand, stayed silent.
"what's going on?" my dad interrupts.
fuck.
mattias pov
"fuck! fasterrr~" she moaned. i was going at a faster pace, making her scream loudly. i roll my head back into pleasure.
later, we both came and cleaned up. we were breathing heavily on her bed, looking up at the ceiling.
"so..." maddie starts to kiss my neck but i get up, putting my clothes back on.
"this was just a one time thing. and we aren't anything." i quickly said, making her dRaMAtIcALly gasp. i walk out and make my way to my dorm until i heard shouting from natalie's dorm.
i'm not nosy most of the time but it sounded like natalie was hurting. i felt the hurt in her voice when she shouted. i walked over to her dorm and the door was half closed, so i peeked through.
the only person i knew in there was natalie, i don't know who the other people were.
"what is he doing here?" the woman with brown hair asked. she looked young and hot, to be honest. but she also looked like natalie, so i'm guessing it was her mom.
"asking you the same thing." the tall man with brown hair. but his hair color was starting to become grey, and he had a beard.
"fuck. i need to get some air." natalie stuttered, starting to walk out. i quickly stopped peeking and pretended to go on my phone. she walked outside and i could tell she was about to cry. i felt a feeling inside of me saying to go after her and i did.
"mattia, i'm not in the mood to fuck." she sniffed, wiping the tears off her face and looks away.
"that's not what i'm here for."
"is everything good?" i added, making her chuckle and look at me. she had red eyes and she started to cough.
"no. nothing's good." she cried. she laid her head on my shoulder and i start to comfort her. my shoulder started to get wet but i didn't care.
my mind was telling me to be there for her, and comfort her even though she hates me.
"my family is messed up. my mom kicked my dad out for being drunk too much, and now she has a boyfriend. my dad has a wife and is living his best life. while, i'm drinking alcohol and getting drunk."
"natalie. i'm so sorry." i said. she sniffed again and took her head off my shoulder, giving me a glare.
"sure you do. all you care about is your hoes and shit." she rolled her eyes. i wanted to say something but i didn't.
"exactly." she mumbled.
"i care about you, natalie. trust me, i do." i told her.
"no you don't." she walked back inside.
but i was telling the truth. i do care about her.
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