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𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞 // 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬

                           į̴̨̠͓͍͂̾͝t̶̛̟͉̻̼̤̭͈̰͑̆͘ ̵͕̳͚̗͋̋̚͜h̶̖̠̰͕͈̀̓ͅṵ̶͐͐́̕̕ŕ̸͎̺͊͊͛̆̽͐̃͝t̴̯̗̼̔̇̾̍́̎͋̈ş̵̡̹͇͍̻̼͕̉͜

A/N:
>BEAST! AU<
-THESE ARE NOT CANON, I AM ONLY USING BEAST! AU
⚠️ Angst ⚠️
SONG INSERT: 打上花火->Mafumafu
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Their previous lives' regrets before they died and became reborn as reincarnations and godly beings.
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

[warnings will be placed before certain scenes]

please note that there will be ⚠️
•violence
•gore
•explicit language (Most of them are from Chuuya)
•mentions of abuse and suicide (Dazai, you all know why)
•sexual scenes (if I decide to add it in)

If you're uncomfortable with any of the above, please click out of the story.

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Dazai Osamu's POV

"Man fears death and yet, at the same time, man is drawn to death. Death is endlessly consumed by men in cities and in literature. It is a singular event in one's life that none may reverse. That is what I desire."-Dazai Osamu, Bungo Stray Dogs

I may have successfully committed suicide, I may have finally embraced Death, but I still have two regrets. One is that I left my beloved Chuuya behind. My desire was fulfilled, but at the cost of leaving my significant one behind. The second is that I will never be able to read the novel Odasaku will one day complete in this one reality. However, it is best that I leave this world behind, for my selfish heart cannot take any more pain from this cursed world.
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Nakahara Chuuya's POV

"The world is a birdcage, faded in colour, even if I lament, I can't get out of this prison."
-Chuuya Nakahara, Darkness My Sorrow

I did it, I avenged the stupid Mackerel's death. The stupid Mackerel is dead, so why is my heart hurting so badly? I always wished for him to drop dead, I even threatened to kill him many times, and nearly killed him multiple times. So why does it hurt to see him hurt when it was the only wish I had for him for years? It hurts. Why do you always leave me behind? Osamu? Why does it hurt so bad?
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Akutagawa Ryuunosuke's POV

"The weak will die. Die, and make way for others."
-Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, Bungo Stray Dogs