"Surfing was so fun!"you gushed, wrapping Brad's jacket over you body tighter as a gust of wind hit you.
"It was a blast,"he agreed, putting another log in the fire. You two had decided to go camping by the beach for your four-month-anniversary. Brad actually surprised you when he suggested the idea of going camping because he was never a huge fun of nature and its creatures.
"I am knackered though,"you yawned, "Trying to balance of that board takes a lot of energy."
"We could always cuddle,"he smirked, knowing that you would never turn down a cuddling session after a tiring day.
Your lips turned into a smile, a warm feeling spreading through your body as you frantically nodded, stretching your arms out like a toddler, "Yes, yes, yes."
Bradley let out a chuckle, shaking his head t how cute you were being and stretched his arms out as well. You walked over to where he was sitting, plopping down next you him and snuggling into his embrace. His arms tightly wrapped around you, rubbing your back soothingly while you breathed in his scent. You enjoyed the silence for a while, your eyes closed but you could feel Brad looking at you. He had been acting a bit weird the past few weeks which concerned you a bit but he said nothing was wrong when you actually asked him.
"Why are you looking at me?"you hummed tiredly, shuffling a bit to look at him.
"Because I-"he widened his eyes, shutting his mouth again. You gave him a questioning look, remembering the countless times he's done this exact same thing during the past few weeks.
"Brad,"you mumbled, catching his attention, "If you want to tell me something you can just tell me. Don't... don't you trust me?"your voice was quiet as you started feeling insecure.
Was he gonna break up with you? Was something you were doing bothering him? Was he going on tour?
"No, no, no,"he shook his head, "It's the opposite of that, my love,"he assured you, kissing your head.
"I'm sorry if I sound needy or whatever, it's just that I'm supposed to get my period in a few days,"you chuckled softly and he shook his head.
"It's fine, y/n. You have every right to be curious, I just don't want to kill the mood with what I'm about to say,"he sighed, rubbing your back.
"Unless you wanna break up with me, I don't think anything can kill the mood, B,"you told him, offering him a small smile.
You weren't lying when you said that. Even if he was going on tour for a few months, it wouldn't affect how happy you were inside his arms at that moment, with the fire in front of you keeping you both warm and the sound of the waves from behind you. What would ruin your mood though, was him deciding to end your relationship.
"Jeez, y/n, I don't wanna break up with you! And even if I did, do you think I'd do it while we're cuddling on our four-month-anniversary trip?"
"You do have a point,"he laughed at your words before he took a deep breath, pulling away from the cuddling position you were comfortably in. He looked right into your eyes, his hand pushing through his curls, attempting to relieve his stress but it wasn't quite working.
"I love you,"he said, his voice shaky but you could tell he meant every single word. Brad was a shitty liar, anyways, so even if he tried to lie, you would most likely be able to tell.
Despite the fact that you loved Brad as well, it surprised you when he actually spoke those words. A while ago, when you first started dating, he explained to you that he was a bit afraid to say those words because he felt like he was always the one that loved people and he'd never receive any affection or love back.
"I love you too, Bradley,"you smiled after the shock died down, his worried expression turning into the most heartwarming smile, "And I promise that I'll always love you and show you how much you mean to me."
"Fuck, baby,"he sniffled, "I love you, I love you, I love you,"he repeated over and over, his arms wrapping around your waist again, almost crushing your bones.
"I can't breathe,"you choked out and he loosened his grasp around you, "I love you, I love you, I love you too."
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heyo! once again, im not dead-
it's just that ive had a few boy trouble and yeah basically this one guy has fucked me up in every way possible so that's my excuse for not posting as much as i did
also if you have any requests pls pls pls tell me cause my brain is dry as fuck and i can barely think of any cute moments or whatever
(i wrote this at 3am so if there are any mistakes oops-)
wash your hands, stay safe, stay home
hope you liked this<3
-sofia
