Zayn's P.O.V
Thankfully Louis didn't ask too many questions on the ride home, he is good with that stuff like that he knows when I don't want to talk. He merely dropped me off and drove away, leaving me alone in my apartment. I sigh and enter the tiny hell going straight to my bedroom. All I know right now is even after all of this stupid embarrassing shit between me and Liam...I still want to see him. I strip off the stupid clothing and look in the mirror. I can't help but cry. Why am I so fat? All I see is a chubby boy standing in front of me. I scold at my reflection and brush my teeth before going to bed. I'm so done. "Okay Zayn no more eating or just throw up your food it's simple" I tell myself with a shaky breath whipping away a tear that slipped out of the corner of my eye. And with that I went to bed..
Lol sorry for the slow update happy new year! Sorry for the short chapter suffering from writers block at the moment.
