Zayn's P.O.V
After eating a lot more than usual I had Liam take me home. Mumbling a quick goodbye I rushed out of his amazing car and into my shameful apartment. I walked into my bathroom and took my toothbrush sitting down by the toilet looking at the slightly pointed end...I had never tried to make myself throw up before. I jammed the back of the toothbrush to the back of my throat, it instantly made me gag as I poked the back of my throat. I continued, my eyes watering until the lovely breakfast I scoffed down for Liam came up burning the back of my throat. I coughed and whipped away tears that were streaming down my cheeks. I flushed the toilet my nose wrinkling at the smell, I picked up a random air freshener and sprayed it then brushing my teeth and getting a glass of water, even though the scratchy feeling stayed in the back of my throat. An idea popped into my head. If I ate, had the pleasure of food, then throw it up later no one would be suspicious of my weight. I swallowed thickly pondering...I'm going to do it. I am going to be bulimic....
NOTE: PLEASE DON'T GET ANY IDEAS GUYS THIS IS JUST A FANFIC YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL!!!
