Capture The Moments

Simula

Looking at the stars and moon in the sky makes me feel that I'm not alone anymore. I am never alone as long as I have them, those stars at the night sky symbolizes my Mom and Dad,they died years ago, because of an airplane crashed. It took me a long time to heal myself and stand up again. I was busy questioning myself, where did it all go wrong,for me to deserve this?

The cold breeze were hugging me, as if they are taking all those sadness I feel. As if they are transmitting the loneliness I feel into them. I heaved a deep sigh.

"Sweetie you miss mommy the most,right?"That voice!they are finally home!

"Mommy!"I run as fast as I can and hug her tight,how I miss this hug!She hugged me tighter and kissed me on my forehead.

"But I am more confident that you miss your handsome Daddy the most!"My dad proudly said, and motion his arms for a group hug. Seems like we really missed each other, no doubts! I chuckled.

We had fun playing at the mall all day long, I am tired as so as them, they both sat ay my bed,"Sweetie,"She softly mumbled which earned a gentle kiss from me.

"Hmm"No words can express how happy I am right now. "When are you going back to Thailand?" I asked, sadness is very evident.

"Maybe the next next day? We are not yet sure,"Dad muttered.

They're going to leave me again, I want them to stay on my side as I grow up so they can see what are the things that I achieved and I will accomplish. That thought makes me sad but still manage to smile at them.

"Even though we are afar, always remember that we are always be here for you sweetie, we need to finish all the projects, no need to be sad, sweetie, you always have us,"

"If you are longing for us,if you're missing us rather, just look at the stars and then you'll feel our love,it may sounds corny but that's the only thing I know to ease your sadness, sweetie,"My mom said earning a laugh from dad.

"It is really corny Mathilda!"Dad's laugh filled my room.

"Oh shut up Lucas!"My mom also laugh,how I miss this moment,when we are all happy.

Reminiscing that moment,were making my heart cry, my eyes are pooling wet because of tears, it feels heavy. I was 11 years old when I last met them, I was too childish yet sweet, but even though I am 21 now, the Lalisa Manoban that they've known before, is still the Lalisa now,maybe I'll be more mature tomorrow,but I am still the Lalisa Manoban who make mistakes, I may not be your perfect daughter but I'll try my best, I've promised many things in you, two. And I will accomplish it all, for them, for myself, and for the love of my life.

I'm also thankful to all the people who didn't believe in me, they are one of my inspiration. They are also part of my success. Those who judged me, and humiliated me thanks to all of you. 

"Another shot!Last one!,"I shouted as the model changes her pose.I captured many pictures of her, and all of it looks mesmerizing.

"Good!"I smiled at them, "Maybe 9 o'clock for tomorrow," I muttered and they all nodded. They started packing their things.

This day was so fun for me,I giggled.I decided to go home now, with my cousin, Chaeng."Should we eat on a restaurant first before we go home?" She asked while raising her brows to me.

"But I wanna cook, I'm gonna be the chef just for tonight,"She laugh hysterically.

"You can't cook remember," She said earning a chuckle from me."