Author's note:
As promised here is chapter 5. 😊
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Previously:
"Not even if I ask you to stay?"
"Why would I? If you and I don't understand each other, there is no point. Plus I told you, I don't have a choice."
"You don't have a choice?" She questioned raising her eyebrows.
"No I don't. I... I have to leave." I told her.
She moved her lips from left to right, and then she said, "You left me no choice." I frown, "You know, you can continue you treatment here in Istanbul. You know that right?" and I froze, FUCK!
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Can's POV
"What?" I asked surprised.
"Your heard me?" She firmly said.
"I'm sorry I think I have hearing issues." She grabbed my hand and pulled me towards a window. She looked at the planes and then back at me. "I heard you and Emre talk the other night." She wiped her tears. I hate to see her cry, but I was also feeling mine build up on my own eyes.
"What?" I asked surprised.
"I heard everything you two talked. I also know you don't want anyone to know."
"Then why are you here?"
"Because... you should stay." She told me. "You should treat yourself here."
"I should stay?" I asked and she nodded. "For what?"
"Can."
"Sanem, give me a good reason for me to stay. Give me a really good reason to why I should stay?"
"Can...," she looked back at the planes, "Your baba, he needs you." She said not looking at me.
"He will be ok." I told her, and I started to walk away.
"No, Can wait." I stopped and looked at her. "You can treat yourself here."
"That's not a reason for me to stay." I firmly said, and walked away. Leaving her there, feeling my heart sink by every step I was making. I got to security, went through it, and reached my gate. I sat down on a chair and and took my phone out.
I wasn't paying attention at what I was looking, all I can see in my mind was Sanem's face. I was able to see it, she wanted me to stay, but she never said it. She said every other excuse, but not the one I want to hear. I want her, I want her with me, but I want her to be sure, and to not come up with random excuses. After a few minutes they started to call my flight, I made the line, gave them my ticket and walked in the plane.
Sanem's POV
"Because... you should stay." I told him trying to convince him. Trying to hide my reality inside of me.
"I should stay?" He asked and I nodded. "For what?" He asked again.
"Can."
"Sanem, give me a good reason for me to stay. Give me a really good reason to why I should stay?" He asked.
As much as I want to say because I love you! Because I love you as much as you love me. Because I can't live without you! "Can..." I looked back at the planes, and not being able to look at him, I said. "Your baba, he needs you."
"He will be ok." He told me, and started to walk away.
"No, Can wait." I yelled and he stopped, turned back around and looked at me. "You can treat yourself here."