Realized

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟷

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 11- 𝑮𝒆𝒕 𝑻𝒐 𝑲𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑨 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏, 𝑩𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑮𝒆𝒕 𝑻𝒐 𝑲𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑨 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏

Tammy POV

Every time im alone I think about it.

I think about him.

How could he just completely change within seconds? I get that we were just fooling around but I assumed we were friends as well. He knew me and I knew him.

At least I thought I did.

One Year Ago...

I looked down at the blue and white stick that was determining my whole future right now. I kept staring at the eight-letter word like hoping I can change the answer. Waiting for another word to pop up to make it not true.

After three minutes I realized this is real. This isn't going to change.

I'm pregnant.

With Jayden's baby.

Oh my gosh, what is he going to think? I hope he doesn't leave us, I can't have my child grow up without a father. I can do it by myself but it'd be selfish to the baby if I didn't even try to have a relationship with their father.

How am I going to tell him? Better yet, when am I going to tell him?

It can't be right now he's already going through something with his grandmother and I don't want to spring something like this on him.

Besides the test could be wrong I need to go to the doctor to see if I am actually pregnant.

Jesus take the wheel.

1 Month Later

"Alright, Ms. Kole here are your sonogram pictures of your beautiful bundle of joy" The doctor smiles at me as she hands me the pictures and all of my prenatal medicine.

I give her a big smile and thank her, "Of course, and don't forget to keep the stress to a minimum, try not to stress at all actually. As I said earlier you show signs of high risk so we are trying to get you through the first trimester successfully."

I nod a little scared because my mom was told she was high risk and made it through the pregnancy perfectly. Sadly she didn't make it through labor.

My dad told me she died as soon as they cut my umbilical cord. When he told me I was so scared he hated me, I killed the love of his life.

But he made sure I knew that I was the most important to him and he's going to love me, no matter what.

I hope I can give my child the same love my dad gave me, or at least half.

After my doctor's appointment, I grabbed some food and ate, all with a smile on my face. I'm so excited to meet my baby boy.

I'm already knowing.

After I ate I started to make my way to Jayden's house. I've been keeping the sex down to a minimum because I feel bad for keeping this from him, which im sure he noticed me acting weird.

I park my car and head up to his apartment. I soon as I'm in front of his door I can already smell the weed.

I shake my head and laugh, "This boy always high. Yo daddy a pothead, I'm so sorry papa." I rub my little pudge. Can't wait till my pooh butt starts kicking.

I finally knock on the door and Jayden coughs and yells, "Who is it?"

"It's me boy! Open up."

In a couple of seconds, the door opens to reveal a red-eyed Jayden.