Chapter 4

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Even I slept very late, I still managed to get up early to prepare breakfast for the six idiots. When I was done, I woke Wonho hyung up and asked him to wake the other members.

"Where are you going, Kihyun?" Wonho hyung asked with confusion because it's still six in the morning but I already fixed myself to leave the dorm.

"I'll go ahead first to the practice room, hyung." I smiled and hurriedly went out. Actually, after overthinking last night, I came to a decision of avoiding Hyunwoo to the fullest. I don't want to talk to him for now. I don't want to get closer. The more I fall for him, to more I want to get rid of this feelings.

It's too risky...


The moment I reached the dance practice room, I immediately started practicing the steps that were already taught by Hyunwoo so that all we have to do later is polishing. I am having more confident whenever I see myself improving when it comes to dancing. After an hour of practicing, I sat in the corner of the room and took out my phone from my bag. I browsed through my video gallery until I saw my collection of porn videos. I played one of them. For me, watching sex between a man and a woman boosts my masculinity.

"Kihyun-ah!" The loud voice stopped me from watching and quickly shove my phone inside my bag. It was Minhyuk who called my name. "Yah! Why you didn't wait for us uh?" He asked as he sat beside me and put an arm on my shoulder. I glimpsed at the other members appearing one by one from the door.

"How's the breakfast I made?" I asked ignoring his question.

"Hahaha what else can I say aside from they're always taste so good?" He smiled but then frowned in an instant. "But they'll taste even better if we were with the one who cooked them." I knew he was referring to me. He poked my shoulder. "Kihyun-ah...do you have problem?"

"Eh?"

"You looked like you're not yourself." He told me but I only shook my head.

"Okay! Get ready! We're starting!" Hyunwoo shouted with clapping of his hands. Good, 'cause I wasn't in the mood hear any of Minhyuk's talks.

We hurriedly went to our dance formation as Hyunwoo Hyung played the music. I looked towards the large mirror and caught Hyunwoo who was also looking straight to the mirror, throwing serious stares to me. His eyes became too much to bear so I looked down the floor and waited for the dance cue from the music.

After practicing for almost two hours, we scattered and went to different areas of the room to take rest. I was wiping out my sweats when I.M screamed.

"WAH! KIHYUN HYUNG! PORN!"


I realized what he was screaming about. Shit! I quickly ran to him and snatched my phone out of his hand.

"Hey you kid! Why are you meddling with my things?" I exited the video app which I forgot to do before we had started practicing.

"Woah woah woah. Kihyun's watching porn?" Hyungwon said, judging from his tone, he was ready to tease me.

"Shut up! As if you're not watching porn?" I defended myself.

"We do but, not so early this morning." Wonho uttered proceeded with laughters.

"Is there an assigned time when to watch it? You even watch it most of the time and you're making sure you're with Hyungwon." I fireback causing Hyungwon and Wonho to stop from laughing and glared at me. 

"HAHAHA! That's Kihyun!" Minhyuk burst out laughing. Instinctively, Jooheon and I.M laughed too. Don't mess with me, I smirked mentally.

"Stop that! It's nearly lunch. Fix up and we're having our lunch outside." Hyunwoo said.

"YEHEY!" Jooheon and I.M cheered up then gave high five to each others. Their porn issue about me totally gone and soon replaced with food topics. I just shrugged at them.

I went to the locker room to change my shirt filled with sweats. I was taking my shirt off when someone talked from a distance.

"So what kind of porn are you watching awhile ago?"

I was shocked at the direct question, even more shock at the fact that it was Hyunwoo who asked.

"Aah...B-between a guy professor and a girl student. You know, they had sex and stuff." I simply answered but felt panicky inside. I was so uncomfortable saying that to him knowing he was changing his shirt beside me. I stopped myself looking at him and just bit my lips.

"Aah. Okay." He said then he left me. What the fuck? Is that all? I hurriedly finished wearing a new shirt and followed him outside.

"Hyung! How about you?" I was having a hard time following his steps 'cause his one step is equivalent to a three steps of me. What do you expect from a man having those long legs?

"What about me?"

"W-what kind of porn do you watch?" I hesitantly asked.

He smirked. "You don't wanna know."

Eh? "Why? Come on! Tell me." I pushed him to answer me.

"We're going to eat at Starship Resto. I heard they have a new ramen recipe there."

He was avoiding my question. I sighed and gave up. "Okay." I stopped walking and let myself see him turning left to a corridor. I wonder what he meant by I don't wanna know? Pft. Is it something wild? Hahaha!

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