Chapter 5

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"Hyung, please take this chicken meat." Jooheon put all of his chicken meat from his ramen to mine and whispered. "They're taste bad."

"Take mine, too." Minhyuk followed Jooheon, also putting those meats to my bowl of ramen.

Seriously? These all taste good to me. Even my ramen already contained a lot of chicken meats, I didn't stop from eating fast because I really wanted to go back to dorm and rest. We have no schedule for this week so we grab the opportunity to practice and relax.

"I'll go first." I said tapping I.M who was sitting beside me then gave nods to other members. I was about to leave but Hyunwoo hyung, who was in my other side, pulled me back to my seat.

"Just sit and wait. We'll all go back to dorm together."

"I wanna sleep now. I slept very late last night." I reasoned.

"Whoo..." Jooheon and I.M hooted simultaneously. Aish--these maknaes.

"What?" I raised a brow to them.

"Enjoy your time being alone in the dorm hyung. We'll eat very slowly, don't worry." I.M said. It seemed like I get what they mean. They think I'm just gonna watch porn there and...never mind.

"You kid.." I acted like I was going to slap him and they're all laughing except Hyunwoo hyung. I turned to him.

"Yah...hyung. I'm really feel sleepy right now."

"Okay wait. I'll accompany you." He sipped the last drop from his ramen and stood up.

"Hyung! Can we stroll anywhere?" Hyungwon tried to demand before hyung could vacated his chair.

"Just not to populous place." Hyungwon nodded to him. "Let's go Kihyun."

Why do I feel like something is going to happen. I don't want to be alone with him. I feel like I want to tease someone. I called Jooheon before following Hyunwoo Hyung. "Jooheon-ah.."

"Hm?"

"Your green shirt doesn't fit you today. You look like a cucumber." I heard their chuckles as I followed my hyung.

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Having Hyung's right arm around my shoulder resulted to an uncomfortable journey on a pathway leading to our dorm. My both hands were feeling cold not just because of the weather but also because I was feeling nervous so I put them in my pocket.

"Kihyun-ah?"

"Yeah?"

"Actually, I want to get some of your time."

"Haha! Why?"

"I want you to open up to me."

"About what?" I was getting more nervous especially he seemed very serious. Does he get a hint about my feelings? Am I being too obvious already?

"Don't be shy at telling me, Kihyun." Shit! Which one? My feelings about you?! No way!

"Hyung. I don't have anything to open up with you." He stooped from walking but I didn't. I was pulled by the collar of my shirt from the back making me to face him then a pair of hands landed on my shoulders.

"Kihyun! Whenever you're like that, I feel like a trash and useless leader. Why can't you say that directly to me? Can't you trust me?" I was getting confused but one thing is clear, he's still unaware about my real feelings.

"What do you think is my problem hyung?"

"I don't know! That's why I'm asking you so that I can help---"

"No, you can never help me."

Because you're my main problem. I thought.

"...And please don't think you're a useless leader." I continued as I turned my eyes off from him.

I heard him sigh. "Okay. Fine." He let go of my shoulders and started walking slowly. "We're just worry about you." he added. 

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I wet straight to my room as we reached the dorm. I wanted to sleep but my eyes were against to my plan. I wonder what Hyunwoo hyung was doing. Almost 1 hour had passed and I could hear the rest of the members outside the room, indicating they're done from strolling.

I knew it.


They all planned this day. Those moments where Minhyuk trying to talk to me at the practice room, I.M searching to my phone, Jooheon putting chicken meats to my ramen cause he knew how I love eating them, lastly Hyunwoo hyung insisting me to tell him my problem. They were really trying to know my problem. They were worried about me and trying to cheer me up. I felt guilty.

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