Tattooed Heart [N.H AU]

Thirty-Four

*Niall's P.O.V*

"After coming across with some people that I wish I hadn't associate before, I realised that been near you will only make your life harder than it is now, but when I found you and Ethan at the back of the club that night. I knew that I couldn't leave you alone, I know I had to do something to protect you, to make sure that you are safe...but today when you told me that you weren't allowing me to take you to school, I was so pissed at you that I couldn't control what was coming out of my mouth. You were been so f**king difficult that I just..." she lift a hand in front of me telling me that she had enough. S**t, I'm so bad at apologising.

"I know it's not your fault; it's mine, I'm so fu*ked up that I don't see that damage I cause on people" I say in my defence, hoping she'll understand.

She takes a deep breath and looks up at me. "Don't talk about yourself like that" she gives me a look of... concern?

"But it's true! My life is so messed up that I don't know what to do anymore" I move my hands towards my head, pulling on the hair in frustration. I started to pace back and forth in front of her bed. I can't take this anymore, I can't be here with her in this fu*king room. It's suffocating.

*Summer's P.O.V*

Niall's face pales. He rubs his hands together. He runs his fingers through his hair. He looks up to the ceiling and back down, trying to calm himself. But he finally stops and takes a deep breath and says "I'm sorry, I just... I guess I overreacted" he apologises. I'm actually surprise he came this far too only see me and talk with me. I feel kind of bad knowing that he is trying to apologise for what he did and I'm not letting him.

"Please say something Summer" he begged while sitting next to me on the bed, lifting my face with his hand.

"I-I don't know what to say" I stutter as his hand move a piece of loose hair out of my face.

"Say that you forgive me. Say that ,that you'll let me protect you."

I stay silence for a second processing all the things that he is asking for. "I forgive you Niall" I finally say as I give him a smile which he returns. He lets out a relief breath and wraps his arms around me, holding me in place.

"I'm so sorry for the things that I've say" he whispers in my ear as his voice sends chills through my spine. I nodded in agreement and we stayed there, holding each other in the Hospital's room. "Just answer me one questions Niall" I spoke as I let go of him.

"Yeah sure" he says as he grabs my hands on his, and giving it a little squeeze.

"Why were you acting so strange with Zayn before, it was like you hate him or something" I chuckled at the question I was asking, but once I looked at his eyes, I knew it wasn't a very funny joke to him. He opened his eyes and gave me a death stare. His face was glazed for a split-second and then he frowned, his lips pursed together and his eyes unblinking, at that moment, if his eyes were a weapon, the piercing look in them could have caused serious destruction.

"Don't talk about Zayn again" he states as he lets go of my hand and stands up abruptly. I quickly grabbed his shirt with my hands, he stops and I could see his normally calm and pleasant demeanour slowly changed and his face contorted in an all consuming anger.

"Why? He has done nothing wrong" I defended him. He is actually a pretty chilled guy, and very funny.

"Because Summer"

"Because what?! Give me a good damn reason Niall" he stays silence, lost on his thoughts. His hands were close into fists. It drives me crazy just been around him. We are good for a minutes and then when you least expect it Bang! We are back to fighting again. I just don't understand him. What does he want with me?

"I just don't like him. He is not the person you think he is" he said trying to calm himself but failing miserably. What does he mean by 'he is not the person you think he is'? I know I don't know him that well, but he seems fine to me, he even brought me here for God's sake!

"I think you're wrong, he is only trying to help Niall" I insisted, trying to get up from the bed and stand in front of him. He's eyes following my every move.

"You don't know him Summer, he is capable of things beyond your understanding"

"What do you mean by that?" now I'm getting more confused than ever. What is going on here?

"Just.... Listen to me Summer. I'm trying to protect you here, you can't trust everybody" he says as he comes forwards and I can feel his breathing coming back to normal "just, please trust me" he begs as he place his hands on my shoulders.

"What do you want from me Niall?" I finally asked him. It's been on my mind lately, and I can't seem to find the answer. I had to ask. "Are you playing games with me? Because one minute you're been nice with me, and then you're been hateful. I can't seem to get a grip of you" I looked out the window again, trying to calm myself. When I face him again, he's running his fingers across his golden hair. I expected him to laugh at my face or even tell me that he is only playing with me, but he's not. If I didn't know better than this, I would think that he was... hurt?

"I'm not playing games with you Summer", he says as he takes a deep breath in and exhales.

"Then what do you want, because you're not explaining yourself. It gives me headaches just thinking about it" I snap. Is it that difficult to stay away from him? I know my parents warned me about him. He was dangerous.

"Summer, I know what I'm doing. You hit on me first remember?" He says as he comes forward again.

"W-what? No I didn't. You came on my bedroom without permission, remember? And you kissed me first" I reminded him

"Yeah I know... but you didn't try and stop me" he chuckles as he moves forwards and I move backwards "you know you want me Summer, don't deny it"

"What? You must be crazy! I don't want you" I insisted making the words fall from my mouth out too fast, making him smile.

"Oh I know you do. I can tell how your breathing has change every time I'm near you. I know you've had a boyfriend before, but he has never made you feel the way I do"

"w-what are you talking about! You're mental. Of course he has" I stutter as I hit the side of the bed with my back side. I'm trapped.

"No am not...and don't lie to yourself princess. I can tell he had never touched you... really touched you" His words sends some sort of electricity through my body.

"That's none of your concern anyway" I say in defence as I try to get away from him, but he grabs my wrist and pulls me towards him.

"You don't know how good I can make you feel" he says seducible, and I gasp in surprise. The electricity between us can be felt again, this time even more intense than before. How do we go from screaming to each other, to this? No words can't be form in my mouth. Niall's words and dirty talk makes me weak, dizzy, and so damn confused!

"You don't have to admit it princess, I can tell" he says as he grabs my neck with his right hand, while he traces my face with the other. "Baby look what you've done to me" he says as he press his body against mine and I felt something hard been pressed to my stomach. Oh God. "What are you doing to me Summer?" he says softly, biting his lip and running his thumb over my bottom lip. "I can feel your breathing change every time I touch you" I feel that burn deep down in my stomach that makes my go weak to my knees. "These lips mmm... just imagine all the things you could do with them" he says seductively as he leans forward. His pupils were so dilated that there was only a slight ring around his now bright blue eyes.

Before I know what I'm doing, I lean forward and crash my lips with his.

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