Cry's Of Hell: Book One to the Cry's Of Hell Series

I Promise (23)

"So he's gone forever?"

The tears that flowed down my face as he continued to ask questions swarmed me with hate and anger as Abel and Thomas hugged me as I kept crying.

"Are you crying because daddy?"

"Yes Abel. Me and your dad were very close. I was married to him, see?" I said handing him my wedding ring, "me and him made a vow, a vow is a promise, and that promise was that we'd be with each other forever."

"How can you do that if he's gone?"

"Because he's right here," I sniffed as I pointed to Abel's heart, "and he's going to be there forever."

"Oh."

When we got done talking, I picked up Thomas and walked Abel back into the house where Nero sat with Wendy as she was still crying, leaning on him with her face buried into his shoulder.

"I explained to the boys what happened."

"Thank you, thank you so much Kyana." Wendy cried.

"No problem."

"Hey, Nero?"

"Yeah?" Nero asked as Wendy rubbed her eyes.

"Can you explain to the boys what Jax told you? I want them to know what he asked of them."

"Yeah, sure." Nero said standing up, taking Thomas and Abel back outside.

I walked over to Wendy and sat down next to her as she leaned on me.

"I promise Wendy, we'll make it out of this. No matter how hard it may seem."

"I- I just can't believe he did that. He's gone."

"Wendy, look at me." I said as she got off of me and looked at me in the eyes. "I want you to know that no matter what happens we're going to be strong. I might not always be here for you, but I want you to be strong. Gemma and Jax aren't here to take care of you anymore. I know that you went to rehab for some time there, and they aren't here to make sure you're not going back down that rode, but you have me and Nero now. Don't you dare start to drink and do drugs, because your boys need a mother who's going to be here for them all the way until they graduate and move on in life. I don't want you to die before that. I'm going to go to the doctors sometime and go get a check because I might be pregnant, and I need you to take care of my child if I have one when it's born because I'm not going to be able to raise it on my own. I promise you that. You're the only person who I trust with my life and if you die, I'm going to die too, because I lost the closest people I have to a family in a matter of this year. Jax, Gemma, Tyler, Dean, Zak, and Clay. They're all fucking dead and if I lose you too, you might as well say goodbye to me cause' I fucking love you Wendy, I promise that I'm going to try to be here for you no matter what."

"My god, Kyana," She cried as she hugged me, "I love you too. I love you so much."

"I don't want anything to happen to you Wendy, you mean to much to me."

"What if you die and you can't be here for your child?"

"Then I'll take my heart to the grave with me. I want my child to hate the fucking thought of me if I die. I want him or her to know I was evil, so they don't end up like I am."

"Kyana, don't. Jax asked the same for Abel and Thomas."

"I want the same if I die. If my kid grows up to be like me, I want them to take Cry's to a different place, have him or her take them out of California, take my Club away from here. I have a Club in Colorado and Washington, have them go as far as they can away from here. I don't give a shit if it's all the way in Florida. But I want Cry's out of here."