Of Wine and Coffee- A Kurtbastian Glee fic

Chapter 27: Conflict

Kurt remembered his first kiss with Blaine all too well.

But his first kiss with Sebastian was something he could not describe-even if he could, he was sure that no word would be accurate. His kisses with Blaine were always sweet and full of love, even when they were in throes of passion. The kisses made Kurt feel warm and wonderful.

Sebastian’s kiss was something else entirely.

The brushing of lips made Kurt’s body feel as if it was on fire. His heart starting beating erratically and something grew within him. Something desperate. Something primal. Suddenly, he could not be close enough to Sebastian. He felt Sebastian’s tongue licking his bottom lip and he opened his mouth to grant him access.

He heard himself moan high and clear when their tongue battled for dominance and stars burst behind Kurt’s eyelids. His fingers somehow tangled themselves in Sebastian’s hair and he felt himself being lowered into a lying position on the sofa.

Kurt would be lying if he said he did not like the kiss. The kiss awakened something inside of him and it made him feel bolder. Being this close to him, Kurt could taste Sebastian-a mix of cinnamon and mint and something else entirely that it made Kurt dizzy. He suddenly realized how much hewanted this. Wanted it so much that his heart felt like exploding.

The kiss was slightly messy but it was so wonderful and amazing and oh god, so perfect and Sebastian-

Sebastian was-

He was-

No, wait, why-

Sebastian was pulling away. His lips left Kurt’s abruptly and he immediately scrambled off of Kurt to scoot at the furthest end of the sofa. His breathing was heavy and his cheeks were flushed. But his eyes surprised Kurt the most. Whatever he imagined Sebastian’s reaction might be, it was certainly not this.

His green eyes were horrified and mortification was clear in them. It was as if he had done something absolutely terrible and Kurt could not figure out what it might be.

Unless-

“I…oh god,” Sebastian let out another shuddering breath, covering his face with his hands. “I’m so sorry,”

Kurt pushed himself into a sitting position. “Hey, what’s wrong? What are you sorry for?” he asked softly. He reached out a hand to touch Sebastian but the latter flinched when he came near. He swiftly got up from the sofa and cast Kurt a look that made his heart drop.

His expression was tortured and he looked as if he was in some sort of pain.

“I shouldn’t have done that. It was wrong,” Sebastian whispered.

Kurt felt as if he had been slapped. He watched as Sebastian ran up the stairs and he heard a door being slammed shut. He continued to stare at the stairs before something coursed through him. He was not sure what it was yet. He heard his phone ring and he slowly took it out and answered it.

“Hello?”

“Hey, buddy,” It was Burt.

“Oh…hi Dad,”

“Carol and I were thinking of going out for dinner tonight. Want to come with?”

“…I don’t know…”

“Does Sebastian want to?”

At the mention of Sebastian’s name, something broke inside of him. The numbness that was caused by the shock disappeared and something else coursed through him. It was painful and dizzying and suddenly, Kurt felt like throwing up. A sudden sob rose out of his throat and his vision became blurry from tears.