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네|chapter four
graduation day
졸업식 날

네|chapter fourgraduation day졸업식 날

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Taehyung|태형

Jimin was stupid and forgot he doesn't have tests
so that is why we are in a pharmacy right now.

"This is not needed" I said as he looked at the shelfs
"Yes it is..." Jimin said and I groaned "It's not even possible genius" I said and he rolled his eyes "Read some articles in the google or maybe just listen in class maybe you'll learn
more" Jimin said making me glare at him.

He finally picked something and headed to the cashier,
"It's for my....my brother's girlfriend!" Jimin said and smiled "Alright..." The cashier said suspiciously.

After paying Jimin and I went to my apartment and made me do the test as the
instruction says and now we wait.

"I told you it's impossible" I said and threw him the plastic bag,
"It's not even done yet"
Jimin said and picked it up "Oh wait shit! Tae look!" Jimin said with wide eyes.

I rushed to him and cursed as I see two red lines,
"Your....your pregnant...oh my god....your" Jimin said "Fuck...no" I said and bit my lip
"Jungkook got you pregnant!" Jimin said and shook my body "Wh- am I supposed to be happy?" I said "Yes! But no" Jimin said and sighed.

"Min...he's just in his second year, and I'm just graduating!
And I'm a man!" I said "How will I face him god..."

Days flew by in a flash because of my constant paranoid and anxious self and it was today, the worst day of my life.

Graduation day.

Mother came to my apartment yesterday and I told her.

I told her everything.

That I'm sorry and I'll understand if she will look at me as a disappointment.

But she didn't.

She smiled at me and told me everything will be alright.

She held my hand in taxi as she probably noticed me spacing out with a gloomy face;
"Don't be nervous sweetie" Mom said and I smiled and hugged her by the side.

We arrived at the place and I immediately saw Jungkook and his family, but I hid before
he could even take a glimpse.

I couldn't help but hold my stomach as I see Jungkook looking around as if he was finding someone.

"Is that him?" I almost jumped as I heard my mom
"Mom! You scared me!" I said making her chuckle
"Let's go inside" She said and ushered me out of my hiding spot.

I did not know how I got past the graduation while you were there.

Maybe because of your hopeful smile.

Your constant glances.

Maybe even the picture you think you took subtly.

I played with my fingers, internally preparing myself cause I knew you would come and try to approach me,
and I let you.

"Hey...congratulations!" Jungkook greeted making me
smile a little "Thank you" I managed to say back
"Um..I..Tae I like you..no..maybe I already love you" Jungkook said that almost made me cry.

I don't want to hear it.

It will haunt me.

This is the best for you.

Please don't love me.

You'll only ruin your future if I get any more closer with you.

"I..." I stuttered, not knowing what to say,
I want to say I love you too but I can't and shouldn't,
I wanted to say thank you for having patience with me amd courted me for almost a year and a half but no words came out of my mouth, but I really wish no words even came out after.

"Tae I know your not ready yet and I can wait...but about the other night-" "It was a mistake!" I said, immediately
regretting it as I saw pain in his eyes, I hurt him.

"Wh-What?" He choked out,
I did not want to repeat it, but if it was the only thing
that will make him leave and stop any contact with me, I'm willing to take the pain,
for him, and for his future ahead of him.

"I said...it was a mistake" I managed to say.

I wanted him to leave me alone already.

This is the best for you Kookie.

"Hyung..." He whisphered as he held my hand but I pulled it away "Don't Jungkook...I appreciate all your efforts but...I..I don't like..you that way" I said in the most convincing
way I can.

"I..I thought you liked me too" He stuttered with tears in his eyes, I couldn't take
it, so I left.

"Mom let's go.." I said, my eyes already tearful,
"Oh my!" She said as she saw my state, she immediately pulled me into a hug and called a taxi.

"Mom...it's for the best right?" I said "I wish I could say yes, but I can only say probably"
She whispered and I bit my lip and held my stomach.

I'm sorry you wouldn't meet daddy.

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