Connor's Sister (sam pottorff fanfiction)

Chapter 32.

~Jo's POV~
When we pulled away he smiled and I laughed.
"What are you laughing at?" Sam said
"You"
"Why" he said with a confused look on his face.
"Because your cute when you smile" I said and we laughed. He scratched the back of his neck and looked down.
"So uhh..does this mean uhm.." he said nervously
"Spit it out sam" I said laughing
"Does this mean your uhm..m-my uhh"
"Your girlfriend?" I said
"Uh yeah"
"Don't be nervous sam, cause I don't want my boyfriend to be nervous around me" I said. He smiled and I hugged him tightly.
"Jump" he said as I jumped up wrapping my legs around his waist.(holy feels)I laid my head on his shoulder as he held me and walked downstairs into the kitchen. He sat me down on the counter while Matt watched with a weird look.
"So..im guessing you guys are a thing now?" He asked. I looked at sam.
"Yes, yes we are" he said and I smiled. I watched as matts face turned sad slowly as if he were thinking.
"I-I have to go" Matt said running up to his room. I looked down and Sam looked at me.
"What's his problem?" He asked.
"I don't know..Can I?" I s
Asked.
"Go talk to him" he said hugging me.
"Thanks babe" I yelled running upstairs. I stood by matts room listening to the conversation he was having with himself.
"I don't know what to do, I feel so stupid. I know I should've made a move on her before he did. I'm so dumb" Oh.My.God. Matt. I have to talk to him. But not right now. Later. I walked into Nash's room to get Amanda. I picked her up and brought her downstairs into the kitchen with sam. I sat her on the counter next to the fridge.
"So..How did the talk go? You weren't gone for long" Sam asked.
"I didn't talk to him yet" I said
"Why"
"Because, I-it felt weird. I'll have to talk to him later. Are you hungry Amanda?" I asked as Amanda nodded.
"Let's make you a sandwich" I said making her a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. I cut it into 4 triangle pieces and put it on a plate. I gave it to her and sat down.
"Hey, you wanna go to the beach?" I asked Sam
"Yeses omg"
"Okay, go tell the guys, we will go when Amanda is done eating" I said and he nodded. He walked upstairs to tell the guys.
"You wanna go to the beach?" I asked and Amanda nodded.
"Okay, good thing we got you a bathing suit" I said.
"YASSSSS BITCH I CALL SHOTGUN!!" Nash said running down the stairs tripping on the last one and landing on his stomach.
"Ha that's what you get for running down the stairs. And we aren't going until Amanda finishes eating" I said
"Aww" he said said getting up and sitting on the couch. When Amanda finished I took her upstairs to get her bathing suit on. After I did that I gave Amanda to cam and got my bathing suit on. I put on a pair of high waisted jean shorts over my bottoms and kept my top alone. I put on some sandals and grabbed my phone. When I walked out of my room kian walked by and stared.
"Ooooh damn" he said smirking.
"Shut up kian" I said walking downstairs with him. All the guys were down there and I smiled. Matt looked at me and then looked down. He mumbled something but I couldn't hear what he said. I shook it off and walked over to get Amanda. The guys got up and walked out the door. Matt was last so I walked with him.
"Hey" I said but he didn't answer.
"Matt"
"What do you want from me" he said
"I just want you to at least answer me, god" I said walking in front of him and into the back seat with Amanda. The guys got in and we started driving. When we got there we got all our stuff and found a spot and I laid the blanket down.
"Who wants to come in with me?" Cam said as nash, sam, matt, kian, jc, Connor and Ricky raised their hands. Wow great. I'm alone now.
"Are you sure you don't want to come? Cause your gonna be alone, we are taking amanda" Kian said and I nodded.
"Okay" he said as him and the guys walked down to the water. I smiled as I watched the guys splash around the water with Amanda. Some of them were deeper in the water since Amanda can't go that far in. After a while, I just got bored so I put on some music and laid down to see if I could for once in my life actually tan. It was like 5 minutes until I felt someone dump water on me. I jerked up and saw Matt and cam laughing their asses off while in sitting here soaked.
"It's not funny I hate you guys" I said
"No, you love us" cam said
"You wish"
"Yea" Matt said looking down.
"I-imma go get ice cream I'll get you guys some too. Matt come with me" I said. He got up and we started walking. After we left the beach I thought of what Matt said to himself earlier.
"So uhm..i was gonna talk to you about this earlier but I heard you talking to yourself after you saw me and Sam when you went to your room.." I said and he looked down.
"Yeah uh just don't mind that" he said
"No, tell me everything. I promise I won't tell the guys" I said and he sat at a bench. I sat next to him and he looked at his hands as he played with his fingers. I stopped him by holding his hand and playing with his fingers with my other hands.(my heart is beating omg ~Jo) He just watched me and smiled.
"Start from the begining, when we first met" I said and his smile faded. He took a deep breath and started.
"Okay, we met April 3rd 2011, at your house with Connor and o2l. I was with cam and Nash. It was sunny and about 73 degrees. I walked in and you walked down the stairs wearing jean shorts and a purple tanktop. You noticed me and the guys and ran back up to change. You came back down in jeans and a blue crop top. You looked beautiful. Connor introduced you to us and I couldn't stop thinking about how much I wanted you to be mine. I really would have asked you to a movie or something but I would always get too nervous. Then in 2013 you dated sam. Then you broke up. Then you dated austin, then Sam again. I just get so confused, you guys always break up then get back together it's so confusing. And.. I was going to ask you but then you came down with Sam this morning and Sam said you guys were dating. That's why I ran upstairs. Then when you heard me, I was saying that I should have asked you earlier, but again, I was being a dumb ass and never did anything." I looked back at his hands and played with his fingers again.
"I'm sorry, I-I never knew" I said
"It's okay, it's not you, its me" he said
"No it's not, it's my fault for making you so confused and making it hard for you. I just get a little confused myself" I said. He looked at me and I looked up. I hugged him tightly as he hugged back. I pulled away and looked at him again. He leaned in and I couldn't control myself when I leaned in also. He kissed me lightly and wrapped his hands around my waist. I still couldn't control my actions and rested my arms around his neck. He kissed me harder until I could finally control myself. I pulled away and stood up.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this" I said running to the bathrooms. I ran past the guys to go to the girls when I got stopped by cam. He grabbed my arm and hugged me tightly.
"What's wrong" he asked when he noticed I've been crying.
"I-I kissed matt"

**A/N**
Heyyyy what's up. Soo.. Comment what you think is going to happen next. I am a total loner and have nothing to do with my life so I might post the next chapter right after this one cause I'm really excited to see what I write next. I just write off the top of my head so I never know what's going to happen next. QOTD⬇️
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Mines chocolate chip😊