Decision making

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Too many people has extended their arms to reach her but what should she choose?
What could she possibly do, continue drowning or swim up the surface?

I've decided to swim up. But the but's in my head keeps adding up. What should I do? I keep on thinking, if I did not gave up on myself, would I still be drowning? Would I be able to pass and fulfill my dreams! I have lots of shattered dreams and regrets keeps on resurfacing. I want to build a new dream, but how could I redream if I'm still stuck to my what ifs.

I have been in a new school now for 9 months. And I'm taking up a whole new course that does not even have any connection from my past course. I've decided that this would be my new career in the future, but how could i accept this change, if what i have left has been my dream since i was in 3rd highschool and if I'm still pursuing that dream I should be in 4th year college. Can someone tell me how could I let go of something that i cherished for that long?

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