Yanking Out My Heart (A Chad Kroeger and Ryan Peake Fan-Fiction)

Chapter 11

         Ryan wasn't home yet. I didn't know who to call. I needed to talk to someone and of course I couldn't talk to Chad or Ryan about it so I call Haley.

H: "Hello?"

A: "I'm fucking pregnant, Haley!"

H: "Woah, wait what? Actually?"

A: "Yes I took the test twice and they both came back positive." As I say that I started to cry.

H: "Okay, well calm down. Have you told Ryan?"

A: "That's the problem Haley. I don't know if the baby is Chad or Ryans''s. I can't tell him until I know for sure."

H: "I'll be back home in about 2 days. Me and you are going to the doctor to find out when I get back. Deal?"

A: "Okay....Haley I'm scared."

H: "Don't be scared, okay. I have to go Avery, call me if you need me."

End Of Call

        As soon as I get off the phone, I look at the clock and see that it's already 2:00pm. Ryan should be home any minute. I quickly call and make a doctors appointment before he gets back.

        Just as I get done, I hear the front door open. Ryan's home. I try to act normal so he won't suspect anything, I was terrified for him to find out.

        "Hey baby. I'm back." Ryan says and opens the bedroom door. I give him a faint smile as he sets down on the bed next to me.

        "Are you feeling any better?" He asks me as he moves my hair out of my face. I tried my best to hide my emotions and so far, I was doing a pretty damn good job.

         "Yeah, I'm feeling much better." I say and smile. Ryan smiles back at me as he bites his lip.

        "Good." Ryan says as he gently pushes me back on the bed and gets of top of me. I grab his shirt and pull him down to kiss me. Before things could go any further, I stop him.

       "No sex, I still don't feel the best." I say as Ryan takes his shirt off. I lied when I said I didn't feel the best, I felt fine now. I only said that because if I had sex with him, it would make me feel even more guilty than I already did.

     "That's okay. I just wanna make-out with you right now." Ryan says as he gets back on top of me. I wrap my legs around his waist as he passionately kisses me. For the next 2 hours, making-out with the man I love really helped me get my mind of things.

2 Days Later....

Today's the day Haley comes back from her business trip. It's also the day I go to the doctor to find out about the baby. I still haven't told Ryan about it yet and I feel like shit for not telling him. But what choice do I have?

Ryan's gone to the studio with the guys and me and Haley are going, "shopping," or at least that's what I told Ryan. He has no idea that I'm actually going to the doctor because if I would've told him that, he'd know something's up.

Me and Haley arrive at the doctors office. I was incredibly nervous and Haley noticed. She reassured me that everything was gonna be fine. It helped a little but not a whole lot.

          "You need to calm your ass down. You're blood pressure is probably through the roof." Haley says as me and her sat in the waiting room. I look at her and take a deep breath.

        "Why? Is it noticeable that I'm nervous or something?" I ask. Haley's eyes wonder to my tapping foot.

         "No, just a wild guess." She says with a straight face and a tone of sarcasm. I roll my eyes and look away from her.

        After about 15 minutes in the waiting room, they call my name to the back. I take a deep breath and walk to the room. Haley follows right behind me.

          The doctor done some blood tests and confirmed I was pregnant. I was happy to be pregnant but scared at the same time. I had no idea what to do, I've never been pregnant before and I had no idea what to expect. I've been in Vancouver for 2 months and I was already pregnant with someone's child.

        The doctor walks in and congratulates me. I smile and thank him. "Any questions before I leave?" The doctor asks before walking out the door.

         I hesitated to ask but I knew it was my only chance to find out who's child this is. "Yeah, actually it's kinda a personal question, but maybe you can give me an answer?" I say as the doctor starts to take a seat. He knew it might take a minute. The doctor was all ears which made me feel more comfortable asking.

        "So, I'm honestly not sure who the father of this baby is. Is there any way we could find out?" I ask. The doctor looks down at his hands and back up at me.

          "Well, here's the best answer I can give you. Who's the first person you had unprotected sex with?" He asks as there was a brief silence.

       "Hopefully that answers you're question." My heart skipped a beat when he said that. Oh my God, does that mean I'm pregnant with Chads' child?

          "Anymore questions you'd like to ask?" The doctor asks me. I nod my head as he walks out the door. I look over at Haley who's eyes were wide open with shock.

         Me and Haley walk out of the doctors office. As soon as I get in the car, I broke down in tears. So many questions went through my head. I was terrified.

         "How the fuck will I tell Ryan? He'll be pissed! What about Chad, he doesn't want a child. Hell we're not even together. How am I going to tell them?" I say. Haley hugs me trying her best to comfort me.

         "Well, since it's Chads child, I think it's only fair that you tell him first." Haley says as I wipe my tears on her shirt.

           "Ryan's going to hate me." I say as Haley starts the car. Half the car ride was silent. I kept thinking the worst, which wasn't helping at all. As I was lost in my thoughts, I look down to see a message from Ryan.

R: "Hey, I'm home if you want to stop by when you and Haley are done. Love you."

       I ignore it. I didn't want to talk to anybody except one person, Chad Kroeger. I needed to tell him. I look over at Haley who's focused on driving.

          "Haley, stop by Chads' house I have to tell him." I say as I pull my phone out and text Chad that I'm coming over.