ROCKER CHICK

CHAPTER 14 THE HOLY CRAP FACTOR. EMMIE

CHAPTER~~14~~ THE HOLY CRAP FACTOR. EMMIE  

Oh shit how the hell did I not see this before Jesse Jay is identical to him. How stupid can I get? Jesse Jay’s dad is none other than Carter fucking Reeves. Carter fucking Reeves is my sons farther. I can’t wrap my brain around the fact I am face to face with my one night stand and my “baby daddy” shit I so didn’t see this one coming. He knows it to I can see it written all over his gorgeous face. I wonder if he knew who I was when he first saw me at the audition. After meeting Jesse Jay does he believe the only reason I was there to try out for the band was in an effort to make contact with him concerning Jesse jay?

Shit what am I going to do? What if he wants Jesse Jay? What if he wants to take my son away from me? Nah…that will never happen I have nothing to worry about on that count. My dad would have him put to the ground before he ever let him take Jesse Jay away. Shit…staring at him now I’m surprised I haven’t made the connection before this. After all I’ve always loved the Tyrants there music captured me the moment I first heard them. The fact they are also five of the hottest guys I have ever had the pleasure of laying my eyes upon might have contributed to it as well. I’ve had a few dirty thoughts about each one at one point or the other.

I just got into the band what if Cater kicks me out now? Just when I think I’m finally getting the opportunity to live the life I’ve always dreamt about its fixing to slip through my fingers. My life is so unfair this sucks ass. If only I hadn’t done the dirty with the lead singer seven years ago I wouldn’t be in this mess now. Stupid gorgeous Carter Reeves now holds my life in the palms of his freaking hands ugh!

After getting Jesse Jay to bed I promised my dad I’d be home early so we could talk then I follow my hunky new band mates which now seem to think we are joined at the hips since I become a member this afternoon out the front door. Dani never shuts up complaining as he follows Carter to his car. Carter shuts the car door in his Dani’s face and I mean that literally. Dani had to jump back or his beautiful face would have been smashed to nothing but mush. Wow these guys are worse than any girls I’ve ever seen. Dani’s whole bitching episode is due to the fact him and I were supposed to be riding to the bar together according to him Carter is trying to bust up the love him and I share for one another. Yea you see total drama queens the lot of them. 

I watch from the corner of my eyes as Carter grips the steering wheel so hard his knuckles turn white his eyes are closed he’s taking beep breathes through his noise as he exhales out his mouth. I’m not sure if he’s pissed or nervous all I know for sure is I can’t handle the giant white elephant between us. My dad always taught me to be straight forward according to him if you get yourself into shit you need to cowboy up deal with whatever it is then move the fuck on with your life. My dad has such a way with words. He’s quite the philosopher don’t you think? Makes you wonder with his smooth words and his abundance of great knowledge why he hasn’t gone down in history with all the other great philosophers through time. So I guess it’s time for me to cowboy the hell up. “I’m sorry I didn’t know. I had no idea it was you.”

“I have a fucking son?”

“If you are the dude I had the one night stand with at the motel six on 5th street in Tampa Florida on March the second 2007 then yep you’re my baby daddy.” Yes I’m being sarcastic but I can’t help it. Everyone has their own way of dealing with stressful situations. My coping mechanism happens to be sarcasm so sue me.