CHAPTER 15 SO SUE ME

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CHAPTER~~~15~~~ SO SUE ME "EMMIE"

 “Do you find this shit funny?” He questions as he starts the car up pulling out behind the other guys which all chose to ride with Dustin’s in his Tahoe. “So you honestly don’t remember us sleeping together?”

“Um…No I don’t think this is funny I’m just freaking the hell out right now okay and the answer is no too the second part of your question. I was drunk that night then the next morning I panicked when I woke up. I ended up rolling out of bed onto the floor. I got dressed laying on my back then crawled on my elbows and stomach to the door. I never looked back to see who it was I had been with I only wanted to get the hell out of there.”

“That’s fucked up why would you do some crazy shit like that?” He inquires his voice angry.

“Please don’t set over there acting all superior towards me as if you haven’t been with countless bimbos. Who's faces or names you can’t remember.” He is beginning to make me angry and he won’t like me when I am angry. I will go all hulk on his fine ass.

“Don’t even go there with me. This is not about me it’s about what you did. I wasn’t the one that snuck off the next morning you were. What you did was dead wrong and because of it I have missed out on six years of my son’s life.”

“Look if you want to make me feel like shit that’s fine I completely understand it. But just to let you know I have felt like shit since the moment I found out I was pregnant I knew whoever I slept with had the right to know they were going to be a farther. I also knew my son deserved the right to know who his dad was but I fucked up alright. There’s nothing I can do about it now. What I need to know from you though is what you are planning on doing from this point on?”


“He’s my son what the hell do you think I’m going to do? I want the chance to get to know him I want to be part of his life.”

His white knuckled grip on the steering wheel and growling voice makes me raise my eyebrows at him. If he thinks for one moment I am intimidated by him he has another think coming. “I agree with you, you do deserve the right to get to know him he is your son but we will be doing this under my terms not yours. You need to take the time to get to know him first. Make sure you really want to be his dad before we tell him anything because once he’s been told you will be playing a huge role in his life. If you decide to try slink out on my son after telling him I’ll see to it personally you are sent to the ground understand what I’m saying?”

“No to be honest with you I don’t understand what you are saying. I will not try and slink out on my responsibility nor do I want to. As for the part of me being sent to the ground, what the fuck does that even mean?”  

“What that means ass wipe is that my dad is the MC over one of the biggest motorcycle gangs around and if you try to go against me or hurt Jesse Jay in any way he will make sure you are put six feet in the ground someplace where your body will never be found again. Now do you know what the fuck it means? Oh and by the way if you try to take my spot away from me on the band I’ll tell my daddy on you.”  

“Shit…yea I get it now.” Carter says taking one hand off the wheel using it to rub the back of his neck. “What are you like five years old or something? Running to tell your daddy whenever you don’t get your way?” He grumbles still rubbing his neck.

“No I’m not five years old dumb ass and I don’t always run to my daddy but I will on this account before I let you take away my spot on the band which I deserve to have.”   

“I wouldn’t do that I’m not that big of an ass even though you evidently think otherwise which I can’t possibly understand your reasoning behind since I am the one that’s been wronged here not you.”

I never reply to Carter statement I know I’m being a bitch but I can’t help it. At this very moment I’m scared shitless. I can feel a disturbance in the force. My gut is telling me something huge is about to happen in my life and whatever it is, it involve Carter fucking Reeves. The only sound in the car is our breathing you can cut the tension with a knife. We are talking absolute awkwardness on the highest scale here. At least we are almost at the bar I’ll be able to escape from the car. I know we have a lot left to discuss but right now I need some time to come to terms with everything that’s happened today. We pull into the bar parking lot and Cater parks next to Dustin’s black Tahoe. They have already excited the SUV and are waiting on us I grab the door handle to make my getaway but before I get the chance Carter speaks.

“I never forgot that night or you.” 

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